American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
Despondent as he was, his habit of buoyancy was already groping for
some clue to a brighter vision, to which his wife's words of
encouragement now helped him. He was sitting with his elbows resting
on the table and his head clasped between his hands. "I'll make a
fresh start--here," he said. "They've got me down, but, damn them,
I'll show them that they can't keep me there."
Presently he arose, and walking out to the kitchen reappeared with a
goblet and two bottles of beer. One of these he uncorked and poured
the contents ostentatiously so that the froth gathered. Raising the
glass he buried his mouth in the beer and eagerly drank it off. He set
down the goblet with a sigh of satisfaction.
"And what's more," he said, "they can't deprive me of that."
Constance watched him with a troubled look. She shrank at this time of
his distress from intimating that she regarded the indulgence of this
appetite as a poor sort of solace. Besides, a glass of beer was in
itself nothing, and he might well take offence at her solicitude as an
invasion of his reasonable comfort. Yet observation had taught her
that he was becoming more and more fond of seeking a respite from care
in liberal potations of this sort.
She restrained her inclination to interfere, but she saw him with
concern consume four bottles in the course of the evening. The
serenity of temper which this produced--the almost indifferent calm
following the storm--was by no means encouraging. To be sure his ugly
side seemed entirely in abeyance. Indeed, he took down his fiddle and
played on it seductively until he went to bed, as though there were no
such things as business troubles. But somehow the very mildness of his
mood, gratifying as it was to her from the momentary personal
standpoint, disturbed her. Was this good nature the manly, Christian
resignation of the victim of misfortune putting aside his grief until
the morrow? It suggested to her rather the relaxation of a baffled
soul exchanging ambition for a nepenthe of forgetfulness--a fuddled
agitator's paradise--and her heart was wrung with dread.
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