“But let me now put all this discussion upon a wider and a graver
footing. It is not only us and our poor intentions you arraign. Strange
things have dropped from you, Mr. Huss, in this discussion, things it
has at once pained and astonished me to hear from you. You have spoken
not only of man’s ingratitude, but of God’s. I could scarcely believe my
ears, but indeed I heard you say that God was silent, unhelpful, and
that he too had deserted you. In spite of the most meritorious exertions
on your part.... Standing as you do on the very margin of the Great
Secret, I want to plead very earnestly with you against all that you
have said.”
Sir Eliphaz seemed to meditate remotely. He returned like a soaring
vulture to his victim. “I would be the last man to obtrude my religious
feelings upon anyone.... I make no parade of religion, Mr. Huss, none at
all. Many people think me no better than an unbeliever. But here I am
bound to make my confession. I owe much to God, Mr. Huss....”
He glowered at the sick man. He abandoned his grip upon the seat of his
chair for a moment, to make a gesture with his hairy claw of a hand.
“Your attitude to my God is a far deeper offence to me than any merely
personal attack could be. Under his chastening blows, under trials that
humbler spirits would receive with thankfulness and construe as lessons
and warnings, you betray yourself more proud, more self-assured,
more—froward is not too harsh a word—more froward, Mr. Huss, than you
were even in the days when we used to fret under you on Founder’s Day in
the Great Hall, when you would dictate to us that here you must have an
extension and there you must have a museum or a picture room or what
not, leaving nothing to opinion, making our gifts a duty.... You will
not recognise the virtue of gifts and graces either in man or God....
Cannot you see, my dear Mr. Huss, the falsity of your position? It is
upon that point that I want to talk to you now. God does not smite man
needlessly. This world is all one vast intention, and not a sparrow
falls to the ground unless He wills that sparrow to fall. Is your heart
so sure of itself? Does nothing that has happened suggest to you that
there may be something in your conduct and direction of Woldingstanton
that has made it not quite so acceptable an offering to God as you have
imagined it to be?”
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