German fiction -- Translations into English; Germany -- Fiction; Sin -- Fiction
Hertha was very pale and studiously avoided locking at him. Johanna,
who appeared terribly aged and haggard, suddenly came and asked him to
let her take his arm. He acquiesced in amazement, for such a thing had
not happened since he came home.
"This coming to the Holy Sacrament is my doing," she said, in a low
tone.
"So I thought," he replied.
"And do you guess what my object is in doing it?"
"I think that I can."
"It is designed, above all things, to perfect the reconciliation
between us two."
"And what more?"
"Can't yourself tell you?"
Their eyes met in bitter hostility.
"Leo!"
"Well."
"Is it not well that it should be so?"
"Oh yes! It's an excellent idea, ... really beautiful. Ha! ha! ha!"
The others, who had walked on, looked round. This outburst of hilarity
was not in keeping with the sacramental mood.
At due door of the vestry he dropped his aster's arm and avoided
speaking to her again. The superintendent was sitting at his official
table, peaceably conning his sermon.
Leo went to him and spoke a few words of greeting. With a furtive smile
of understanding the good man grasped both his hands, as much as to
say--
"You and I, we know all about it?"
"Ah, if only you _did_ know," thought Leo, in bitter irony; and then
once more he found himself searching for an excuse to get out of the
way of the sweet, pale-faced, accursed woman who man[oe]uvred without
ceasing to take her place at his side. How was it possible to collect
one's thoughts for reverence and devotion as long as that white throat
with its double dimple was craning itself amorously in his direction?
In the church they sat in the same order as they had done on the
previous day. Leo with his mother and Elly in the first row, behind
Ulrich and Felicitas, while Johanna and Hertha withdrew to the third
bench.
Every seat in the church was full. On the plain altar, covered with a
red cloth, two wax candles burned in the sconces, according to the
custom on Communion days. The building, with its grey choir and
galleries, its faded-looking painted pillars, and bare whitewashed
ceiling, enclosed in its bald dreary spaciousness countless black
rows of melancholy human worshippers. Only the reflection from the
stained-glass window made a feeble effort to cast a little colour and
character into the drab monotony, and over the altar niche shone
brighter, it seemed, than before the words which promised such
volumes--
"Peace be with you."
Peace, peace, at any price! Yet, was it not further off than ever?
The sense of the fatal woman's nearness was making all his pulses sting
and throb. And while the sermon proceeded, like a tinkling brass
on a tinkling cymbal, he sat hunched up, leaning forward against the
book-rest, trying to follow an idea, and looking out for allusions
which he could not grasp for all his suspicion.
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