There where the token had lain on his breast cross-edges of the boulder
were wounding, and strange human nature turning ravenous to any gross
substitution of fires, seized with wild energy on the ecstasy of pain,
till the rock cut to the bone, while the whole boulder seemed to stir. In
nowise might the cross be cast aside: it was kept against his will in
holy ward; it was printed indelibly in his flesh.
The very boulder had stirred. Then hope rose up as a tyrant, for he had
fallen spent again. Spirit was weak and flesh was weak, and it were task
hard out of measure to heave that boulder from its bed and set it up to
block the low entrance; and useless, when at a sight or a sound
Diadyomene were away fleet foot to the sea.
And yet he felt about, set feet and shoulder for an arch of strength, and
strained with great hefts; and again the mass seemed to stir. He dropped
down, trenched painfully round, and tried again till his sinews cracked.
Nor in vain: with a reluctant sob its bed of sand gave up the stubborn
rock, and as it rolled endlong a devil that had urged excuse went from
Christian. Foot after foot he fought that dreadful weight along the sand,
right up to the cleft, right across the cleft he forced it. Not yet had
he done enough; for he could feel that as the boulder lay, there was
space for a slim body to press across and win the cavern. To better the
barrier by a few poor inches, this way and that he wrung his wearied body
and broke flesh; and to no purpose. 'Except my bones break, I will.' He
grappled strenuously; a little give responded. He set his feet closer in,
and lifted again mightily, and the boulder shifted, poised onward to
settle.
Who struck? Death.
Nerveless, he swayed with the rock, on a motion its own weight
consummated, agape, transfixed by the wonder of living still.
Fresh, horrible pain seized him by foot and ankle, casting him down to
tear up the sand, to bite the sand, lest in agony he should go shrieking
like a woman.
He writhed round to strike in the dark at the senseless mass, in the
madness of terror and pain deeming the boulder itself had moved with
malignant intelligence, not merely according to the preponderate laws
that lift the world. To him the presence of infernal powers was manifest
in this agent. In foul warfare they held him fast by the heel, and mocked
the impotent spirit within the bonds of flesh. The dark grew pregnant
with evil beings as he struggled to swooning.
Pray for us, faithful hearts, pray! In the name of the Father, the Son,
and the Holy Ghost, for her service! Then he prevailed, and out of the
teeth of hell he wrenched his heel.
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