As she went to meet his face, she lifted her gaze up the slant moonbeams,
looking piteous, despairing appeal for darkness to come back and cover
her. Wisps of cloud made only a poor pretence. She met the tide
unhindered, and stood; she looked, no man was there; she wailed
'Christian, Christian,' and no voice answered. With relief for the
lengthened shadows below the rocks, she made for the very spot where he
had knelt; it was far overpassed by the tide. Ankle deep she trod: knee
deep. She sets her foot upon a man's hand, leaps, stumbles on his body to
a fall: Christian dead lies under her embrace.
Supreme justice had measured her due.
The placid clay had returned to an old allegiance, and weltered with the
tide according to the joint ordering of earth and moon. The living
creature would not acknowledge that right dominion, most desperately
would withstand it. She stooped her shoulder beneath the low head, and
heaved it up above the tide: the air did but insist that it lay
dead-still. With all her slender feminine strength put out for speed, she
girthed, she held, she upbore the inert weight afloat for moonlighted
shallows. There her knee up-staying, her frantic hands prevailing over
the prone figure, the dead face fell revealed. No hope could appeal
against that witness.
A strange grey had replaced the ruddy tan of life, darker than the usual
pallor of the dead. That, and the slack jaw, and the fixed, half-shut
eyes, a new and terrible aspect gave to the head, dear and sacred above
all on earth to the stricken creature beholding.
For a long moment appalled she gazed, knowing yet but one fathom of her
misery: just her loss, her mere great loss past repair. Then moaning
feebly, her arms went round again to draw it close. Her smooth palms
gliding over the body told of flawed surfaces, bidding her eyes leave the
face to read new scores: on the breast a deep rent, on the shoulder
another, and further more and more wherever a hand went. Along one arm
she stretched hers, and lifted it up to the light of the moon. Beside the
tense, slender limb, gleaming white, that other showed massive, inert,
grey-hued, with darker breaks. The hand hanging heavy was a dark horror
to see.
Shadows invaded, for the moon was foundering on the rocks.
Across her shoulders she drew the heavy burden, strove to rise upright to
bear it, tottered, fell, and then dragged on with elbows and knees as the
waves resigned to her the full load. Heavy knees furrowed the sand beside
hers, heavy arms trailed; the awful, cold face drooped and swayed from
her shoulder as she moved; now and again it touched her cheek.
Withdrawn from the fatal sea, what gain had she? The last spark of life
was long extinct, and she knew it; yet a folly very human set her
seeking Christian's self in the shell that was left, scanning it,
handling it, calling upon deaf ears, drawing the wet head against her
breast. Cold, cold was her breast; the sea-magic had bred out all heat
from her heart.
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