'After our child was taken from us, and the poor wife took on so for our
blame, it was borne in on me that the rightest amending was not far to
seek; and I put it to her at last. But I spoke too soon, when her hurts
were quick and raw, and she could not bear it. She was crazy-like then,
and I put my notion by for a bit. You see, it was like this: I reckoned
the fatal misdoing was unchristian rancour against the father, and care
for his deserted child should best express contrition. But the wife
couldn't look that way--and she got from the Book awful things to say
against the wicked man and his children; and all she repented on was her
wrong ways, in neglect of right worship to affront the man; and I think
in her heart she cursed him more bitter than ever. A penance it would
have been to her to do violence to her griefs and indignations by taking
up the child; but it would have righted her as nothing else could, and
that I knew, and I looked to bring her to it yet. For me, well, I was on
other ground before then, and more than once Rhoda's baby hand had closed
upon my finger, ay, upon my heart, though then she was not like my own.
And that in a way made me slack to drive against the grain, when with me
the point ran smooth and sweet.
'Now, Christian, what came next?'
The old man had been very slow with his tale, watching his listener
intently all the while to be sure he heeded and understood. Christian
shook his head, but there was very sensible apprehension on his face as
he looked to Giles.
'You came, Christian.
'You took the place in heart and home that might have come to be little
Rhoda's, as I hoped.
'You came from the sea that had taken our own, and so the wife said it
was the hand of God. I thought the hand of God pointed otherwise.
Christian, what say you?'
He could answer nothing: Giles waited, but he could not.
'You will take care of my little maid as I want?'
'I cannot! ah, I cannot!'
'All these years Rhoda has wanted a home as I think because of you; and
because of you I could not hope for the wife's heart to open to her.'
'She should hate me! you should!' said Christian. His face was scared.
'You can make ample amends--oh! ample; and Rhoda will count the wants of
her youth blessed that shall lay the rest of her days to your keeping.
She will--Christian, are you so blind?--she will.
'Ah, dear lad! I got so well contented that the wife had had her way and
had taken you, when I saw what the just outcome should be; and saw her
shaping in the dark towards the happy lot of the sweet little slip she
ignored. Long back it began, when you were but a little chap. Years
before you set eyes on her, Rhoda had heard of you.
'In the end I could fit out no plan for you to light on her; and a grubby
suitor was bargaining for her, so I had to make a risky cast. She was to
enter as a passing stranger I had asked to rest. The wife fell on her
neck, before a word. Well, well, what poor fools we had both been!
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