There lay he, his bright head low within reach of her hand. His tranquil
ease, his quiet breath, flouted her before she saw that his eyes were
closed in real sleep. His eyes were closed.
She sprang up, stung, willing to kill; her wicked heart laughed,
gratified then with the doings of men.
How grand the creature lay!
She stood to feast her eyes on the doomed body. The placid composure of
the sleeper, of serene countenance, of slack limbs, touched her as
excellent comedy. But it exasperated her also to the verge of a shrieking
finish.
She ached with a savage thirst in all her members; feet and hands and
lips parched in imperious desires to trample, to smite, to bite her
resentful hatred into the piece of flesh that mocked her control. The
quiet sway of life within his ribs provoked her, with each slow breath he
drew, to rend it from him.
She turned away hastily from temptation to so meagre a revenge; for his
spirit must first be crushed and broken and rent, justly to compensate
for insolent offence. 'He cannot escape, for his heart is in my hand
already,' she said.
Ripples of jasper and beryl closed over her swift descent and shimmered
to smooth. Lone in these splendid fittings for sepulture lay recumbent a
make of earth meet to accomplish its void destiny.
Ripples of jasper and beryl broke from her slow ascent as a reflex
current swept her back.
The mask of sleep lay over his face; though she peered intent, it would
yield nothing, nothing. A want and a dread that struggled together for
birth troubled the cold sea nature. Strong they thrust towards the light,
as her mind recalled the intolerable speech of his eyes and his altered
face. So near she bent that the warmth of his breath reached her lips.
She shrank back, quivering, and crouched, rocked with passionate sighs.
'But I hate, I hate!' she moaned; for a contrary impulse bade her lay
upon his breast her hand, and on his lips hers, and dare all her asking
from his eyes. A disloyal hand went out and hovered over his heart. She
plucked it back, aware of a desperate peril, vague, awful, alluring to
destruction, like a precipice yawning under night.
His hair was yellow-brown, matching the mellow sands of the under-sea; it
ran into crisp waves, and over the brow curved up to crest like a breaker
that stayed unbroken. No such hair did the sea grow--no hair, no head,
that often her hand had so wanted to handle; ay, graciously--at first--to
hold the crispness, to break the crest; and ever because she dared not
did fierceness for tearing arise. So slight an inclination, ungratified,
extended to vast dimensions, and possessed her entire. And she called it
hate. How long, how long, she complained, shall I bear with this thirst?
Yet if long, as long shall the quenching be. He shall but abandon his
soul, and no doubt shall restrain me from touching as I will.
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