England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
Ralph had cast his bread upon the waters, and no doubt he expected to
retrieve it on the shores of a better land; if he went hungry meanwhile,
she supposed that was his affair. But perhaps he was expecting a more
speedy return, perhaps when Ralph looked like old Uncle John his bread
would be washed back to him; perhaps that was how it was done. She
paused to consider. Perhaps your bread was returned to you in kind; you
gave of your spirit and body, and you got back spirit and body in your
turn. Not yours, but someone else's. When Ralph was sixty she would be
forty-one; there was still a little sustenance left in you when you were
forty-one, she supposed, though not much. Perhaps she was going to be
Ralph's return for the loaf that had floated away.
It was all so pigeon-holed and so tidy. She was tidy, she had a tidy
mind, but the mind that had thought out this bread scheme was even more
tidy than hers. The scheme worked in grooves like a cogwheel, clip,
clip, clip, each cog in its appointed place and round and round, always
in a circle. Uncle John and his forbears before him had cast away their
loaves turn by turn; it was the obvious thing to do; it was the
Seabourne thing to do. Father to son, uncle to nephew, brother to
sister; a slight difference in consanguinity but none in spirit. Uncle
John's bread had gone for his father and the firm; Ralph's bread had
gone for Uncle John and the firm, and she supposed that her bread had
gone for Ralph and the firm. But where was her return to come from? In
what manner would she find it, "after many days?" Would the spell be
broken with her? She wondered.
CHAPTER SEVEN
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IT was a blazing July, nearly a year later. Seabourne, finding at first
a new topic for conversation in the heat wave, very soon wearied of this
rare phenomenon, abandoning itself to exhaustion.
Colonel Ogden wilted perceptibly but Mrs. Ogden throve. The heat agreed
with her, it made her expand. She looked younger and she felt younger
and said so constantly, and her family tried to feel pleased. Lessons
were a torment in the airless schoolroom; Joan flagged, Milly wept, and
Elizabeth grew desperate. There was nowhere to walk except in the glare.
The turf on the cliffs was as slippery as glass; on the sea-front the
asphalt stuck to your shoes, and the beach was a wilderness peopled by
wilting parents and irritable, mosquito-bitten children. Then, when
things were at their worst at Leaside, there came from out the blue a
very pleasant happening; old Admiral Bourne met the Ogden children out
walking and asked them to tea.
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