England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
Her criticisms of Elizabeth afforded Mrs. Ogden a rather tepid
satisfaction for a time, but they never quite convinced her, and one day
her thoughts stopped short in the very middle of them. She had a moment
of clear inward vision; and in that moment she realized the exact and
precise reason why, in the last few months, she had grown irritated with
Elizabeth. So irritated in fact that nothing that Elizabeth said or did
could possibly be right. It was not Elizabeth's familiarity, not the
fact that Elizabeth knew the Bensons, not Elizabeth's rather frank
English, it was none of these things--it was Joan.
Joan was fourteen now, she was growing--growing mentally out of Mrs.
Ogden. There was so much these days that they could not discuss
together. Joan was a student, a tremendously hard worker; Mrs. Ogden had
never been that sort of girl. Even James could help Joan better than she
could--James was rather well up in history, for example. But she was not
well up in anything; this fact had never struck her before. "Don't be
such a damn fool, Mary!" James had said that for so many years that it
had ceased to mean anything to her, but now it seemed fraught
with dreadful, new possibilities. Would Joan ever come to think
her a fool? Would she ever come to think Elizabeth a fool? No, not
Elizabeth--wait--there was the menace. Elizabeth had goods for sale that
Joan could buy; how was she buying them, that was the question? Was she
paying in the copper coin of mere hard work, content if she did
Elizabeth credit? Or would she, being Joan, slip in a golden coin of
love and admiration, a coin stolen from her almost bankrupt mother?
Elizabeth, that happy, clever young creature, with her self-assurance
and her interest in Joan, what was she doing with Joan--what did she
mean to do with Joan's mother? How much did she want Joan--the real
Joan? And if she wanted her, could she get her? Mean, oh, mean! When
Elizabeth had everything on her side--when she had youth so obviously on
her side--surely she had enough without Joan, surely she need not grow
fond of Joan?
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