England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
She felt suddenly jealous, and wondered whether she was jealous because
of Mrs. Benson or because of Elizabeth; she decided that it was because
of Elizabeth; she did not want anyone to know Elizabeth better than she
did. This discovery startled her. The impulse came to her to creep up to
Elizabeth and take her hand, but she could visualize almost exactly what
would probably happen. Very gently, oh, very gently indeed, Elizabeth
would disengage her hand, she would look slightly surprised, a little
amused perhaps, and would then move away on some pretext or another.
Joan could see it all. No, assuredly one did not go clinging to
Elizabeth's hand, she never encouraged clinging.
The group round the tea-table chattered and ate. Mrs. Ogden was among
them, but Joan had not noticed her, for she was sitting in the shadow.
"Joan!"
"Oh, Mother, I didn't see you." She moved across and sat by her mother's
side, but her eyes followed Elizabeth.
Mrs. Ogden watched her. She wanted to say something appropriate,
something jolly, but she felt tongue-tied. There was the skating, why
not discuss Joan's tumble--but Elizabeth skated "like an angel." Joan
would naturally not expect her mother to be interested in skating, since
she must know that she had never skated in her life. Lawrence, the
eldest Benson boy, came towards them. He looked like his father, dark
and romantic, and like his father he was the dullest of dull good men.
He liked Mrs. Ogden, she had managed to impress him somehow and to make
him feel sorry for her. He thought she looked lonely in spite of her
overgrown daughter.
He pulled up a chair and made conversation. "It's ripping finding you
all down here, Mrs. Ogden. I never thought that Elizabeth would settle
at Seabourne."
Elizabeth, always Elizabeth! Mrs. Ogden forced herself to speak
cordially. "It was the greatest good fortune for us that she did."
"Yes--I suppose so. Elizabeth's too clever for me; I always tell her so,
I always chaff her."
"Do you? Do you know, I never feel that I dare chaff Elizabeth, no--I
should never dare."
"Not dare--why not? I used to tease the life out of her."
"Well, you are different perhaps; you knew her before she was--well--so
clever. You see I'm not clever, not in that way. I'm very ignorant
really."
"I don't believe it; anyhow, I like that kind of ignorance. I mean I
hate clever women. No, I don't mean I hate Elizabeth, she's a dear, but
I'd like her even more if she knew less. Oh, you know what I mean!"
"But Elizabeth is so splendid, isn't she? Cambridge, and I don't know
what not; still, perhaps----"
"But surely a woman doesn't need to go to Cambridge to be charming?
Personally I think it's a great mistake, this education craze; I don't
believe men really care for such things in women; do you, Mrs. Ogden?"
Mrs. Ogden smiled. "That depends on the man, I suppose. Perhaps a really
manly man prefers the purely feminine woman----"
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