England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
Elizabeth assured her that the burns were healing, but she still looked
very ill, which the nurse attributed to shock. Joan began to dislike the
nurse intensely, without any adequate reason. Once Joan had taken some
flowers; she had chosen them carefully, remembering that one part of
Elizabeth loved bright flowers. It had not been very easy to find what
she wanted, and the purchase had exhausted her small stock of money. But
when she had laid them shyly on the bed Elizabeth had not looked as
radiantly pleased as she had expected; she had thanked her, of course,
and admired the flowers, but something had been lacking in her reception
of the offering; it was all very puzzling.
Mrs. Ogden said nothing; she bided her time and secretly recorded
another grudge against Elizabeth. She was pleased with a new scheme
which she had evolved, of appearing to ignore her. Acting upon this
inspiration, she carefully forbore to ask after her when Joan came home,
and if, as was usually the case, information was volunteered, Mrs. Ogden
would change the subject. Colonel Ogden was not so well, and this fact
gave her an excuse for making the daily visit to Elizabeth difficult if
not impossible. The colonel needed constant attention, and a thousand
little duties were easily created for Joan. Joan was not deceived, she
saw through the subterfuge, but could not for the life of her find any
adequate excuse for shirking the very obvious duty of helping with the
invalid.
When she was not kept busy with her father, her mother would advise her
to study. She had been in the habit of discouraging what she called
"Elizabeth's cramming system," yet now she seemed anxious that Joan
should work hard, reminding her that the examination was only two weeks
distant, and expressing anxiety as to the result. Colonel Ogden made no
secret of his preference for his younger daughter. It was Milly's
company that he wanted, and because she managed cleverly to avoid the
boredom of these daily tasks, the colonel's disappointment was vented on
Joan. He sulked and would not be comforted. At this time Mrs. Ogden's
headaches increased in frequency and intensity, and she would constantly
summon Joan to stroke her head, which latter proceeding was supposed to
dispel the pain. Joan felt no active resentment at what she recognized
as a carefully laid plot. Something of nobility in her was touched and
sorry. Sometimes, as she sat in her mother's darkened bedroom stroking
the thin temples in silent obedience, she would be conscious of a sense
of shame and pity because of the transparency of the deception
practised.
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