The girl looked at her brother. He was nearly twenty-seven. His grey
eyes lay light and remote in the dark, unhealthy folds of his skin. She
looked at them. And they seemed unrelated to her brother. Her brother
was the cripple. The curl of his lips, the morbid delicacy of his
greying hair, the eternal pain that pinched his brow--these were her
brother; and the words that the curled lips had spoken. But those
remote, grey eyes! They were fair and bright and beckoned eerily.
Adelaide could not understand them. She could understand and answer only
her brother, the cripple. And at him, for his words, she was angry.
“What do you think?” she retorted.
“It’s beyond thought,” his mouth said. “To know what you will have to
say to Quincy would require inspiration.”
“Speak out,” his eyes asked her.
“Pooh!” She scowled and was silent.
But in the silence, this mystery of one to whom she lived so close came
uncomfortably nigh. She preferred the cynic-cripple, though his tongue
did sear her. He, at least, might be answered or escaped. She went
upstairs wondering why the ties of family were so strangely false, why
they solved so little and why, since they gave so little, they should
demand so much. It did not occur to her that the ties of family were
ties of least effort, glutton ties, carnal ties. It did not occur to her
that the tuft of white soul within her must revolt, by its very nature,
against a law that hallowed such! Adelaide was not strong enough to let
things like that occur to her. She merely wondered and went upstairs.
Quincy examined the books on the table, though they had not changed in
four months; nor in six. He scrutinized the pictures on the walls; he
examined a cheap photograph, in an elaborate ivory frame, of Sylvia who
had died the winter he was born. He resented, unconsciously, his
sister’s perpetuation of this traditional child. His mother could be
forgiven for dwelling on Sylvia and Josiah junior. But Adelaide had no
excuse. Somewhere within the boy, a recollection must have smouldered of
how his father had reckoned up his own unwelcome birth with the death of
his two favorites. But this childish embryon of memory had grown, from
the boy’s own rationalization, into a distrust of so sheerly sentimental
an attachment as must be Adelaide’s for a sister who had died when she
was three.
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