Now, Quincy was silent. Adelaide blushed for him, in his emotion.
“I--I’ll see to it, he has a nice time. You know, we can take him to the
theatres. Dad isn’t stingy about the money.”
“No, but Mama is.”
“We’ll get the money from Dad.”
Quincy had found a stiff position in a chair--across the room from
Adelaide. Now he arose.
“Adelaide! That isn’t everything,” he rebuked her.
At least, Adelaide felt rebuked;--as if she had not known! as if it had
not been delicacy that made her also waive the issue!
“Quincy--don’t get angry with me.”
“I’m not!”
Once more, he picked up a book from the table near which, as if
unconsciously for help, he had found his seat. It was a folio volume
with colored pictures. They really interested him. So he turned them
over, one by one.
“If you’re not going to talk with me, Quincy--”
He placed away the book at once. And they began afresh.
Another remark opened the problem of the track-team. By now, something
was tiring deep down in them. Each of these failures in rapport made the
new effort wearier. But on they struggled, with a heroism that was the
more poignant for its hopeless inarticulation.
Quincy’s attempt to explain about the track-team suffered from an
earlier behavior of the others. This subject had come up, the first
evening at dinner. Suddenly, he had seen the expression about the soft
mouth of Jonas that had been there in the old days when his one-time
idol placed a captured fly in a spider-web. And Jonas had said, knowing
already:
“You did not make a fraternity, did you?”
The expression had stung. “I would have, if I’d wanted to stay on the
track-team.”
This was beyond Jonas’ comprehension. “If you’d _wanted_ to?” he
sneered. And the conversation changed before a saving word from
Adelaide. For Adelaide had noticed. And now, in Quincy’s rigid manner,
she knew that she was suffering for Jonas. Adelaide knew much. But her
mind lacked a motor. And so hampered, it could not reach those
increments which are the flower of knowledge.
Quincy recalled her saving him. He deemed her act the result of mercy,
of pity--as if she shared Jonas’ incredulity but lacked his wish to make
him suffer.
“I just didn’t wish to bind myself. Lots of men in college thought I was
right. That’s how I got to know Garsted.” He began gropingly and ended
in a hurry.
“Don’t you think, perhaps, it was wrong to antagonize your class?”
“I do not. Damn the class.”
“Well, then you were right, if you think that way about it. But
then--but then, you can scarcely blame the fraternities.”
“And who blamed ’em?” cried Quincy.
Of course, it was Adelaide who blamed them. She was about to say so. But
evidently, from his outburst, her next step must be to concur in his
refusal to.
“Of course,” she smiled, “I don’t blame them. Who cares?”
There was a pause. Adelaide got up, came to his side:
“Well, _I_ love you, Quincy dear.”
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