Quincy said little in response. The woman smiled at his silence and his
lack of judgment.
“I must go now.” He suddenly jumped up.
She also rose. She came beside him. And the mist of her bodice came over
him afresh.
“Do--if you wish to,” she said, quite close to him.
He moved toward the door.
“Good-bye,” she stopped him. Her tone had the lilt of two rhythms
intertwined--a conversational happiness and a pathetic fatalism forcing
it. She held out her hand.
Quincy grasped it. It was soft at the first touch, and then, in the
ensuing instant, fearfully strong and masterful.
After that, he was in his rooms. He was unconscious of having walked
there.
Here, then, was Quincy face to face with a problem.
For what Julia Deering, saying no thing, had given him to know was that
her married life had been an endless failure and that, within the great
man, was a limited creature--not cruelly so, not deliberately so, of
course--but yet a creature who could deny and crush and misunderstand
another!
His room, waiting for him, as he entered it, had the air and nature of a
mighty list. There was naught to do but to step up and prepare for
battle. The pictures on the walls, the books he loved in their racks,
the letter he had just received from Adelaide, the bed in the
alcove--everything alive there, seemed tense and expectant, concentrated
on him. He had read of ancient tournaments. Here was his gallery,
looming about him, with intricate weavings of smile and scowl, a mass of
emotional tangents; yet unisoned all in the word it spoke:
“We watch you, now. It is your turn.”
* * * * *
The first phase of the conflict lasted two weeks. It began largely
with cautious measurings of mount and lance. And of course,
these gained nothing. They were signs of a deep reluctance for a
clash--finger-feelings and toe-feelings where the truth called for
blood and body. They measured nothing.
Out of this phase, Quincy emerged, equally undoubting of Julia’s
truthfulness and of Professor Deering’s greatness. And a new discretion
was born in him. Why should he endeavor to solve this problem? What was
it to him? He could not help. He would be broad--and ignore both sides.
In this serene state, he went back to the box-frame house.
“I am afraid,” she said to him, “from the way you acted, you may have
misunderstood my words. I was mistaken to talk to you at all. Some of
you is so old--but the conscious part of you is so very young!”
Quincy protested that he was inimitably broad--broad enough to ignore
both sides. These were of course not his words. But Julia also was
receiving, now, not what he spoke but what he gave her to know. They
changed the subject. They talked of books and of music. She was her old
commanding self. He understood what this meant: that she once more
despised him.
The Professor entered.
“Hello! Hello!” he cried. “Stay to supper, Mr. Burt. Can he, Julia?”
“Why, Lawrence,--we’re going out.”
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