From the point of her reception, of her vibration in response, life
turned to red for Quincy. For it is dangerous in a boy to be as music
for a woman.
But meantime, he chatted blandly and balanced his uncomfortable tea-cup
and was assured of the depths of his composure.
They sat in her room. The door into the study was shut. But the
Professor was out.
She wore a dress of faint blue crêpe, with still gentler streakings of
orange. The bodice was caught high under her arms by a double seam.
Here, an elastic drew the dress close to her body. Her black hair was
knotted low so that the two coils of it above her ears which he had
previously noticed, were not in evidence. Now her ears were covered. The
hair lay flat, cutting apart from the center of her forehead. In this
way, its cold, froward whiteness and her eyes’ warm depths came to
accentuation.
As the boy sat with her, a delicate aroma seemed to flow into him from
her. He could almost fix its point of issuance--her tantalizing, tight
corsage. It held him firmly, like a soft bond that gives but cannot
break.
And as she sat with him, it came to Julia Deering with irresistible
force, that here was a sensitive mind which would receive whatever she
might choose to grant. It is hard to withstand this feeling--when one is
dizzy with being straight--of a great, free depth to fall in. It is the
sensation of the weary man before the brink of the precipice--of one
whose muscles ache from holding him so long erect. Below, there lies a
patch of cool waters and fanning trees. Upon the rock, the sun sears and
the shadows cannot live.
A remark of his started her upon that inevitable forward lurch--the
giving way to self-confession. And for an hour, Quincy heard, his eyes
steadfast, as if he feared that the least movement would break the
charm.
She saw him preponderant, as she spoke. And his sight was the tonal of
her words. He leaned forward in his chair. His legs huddled beneath him.
In one bony, knotted hand--throughout that hour--a cup was held with
its remnant of tepid tea. And his lank body stood out, loose and tense,
responsive infinitely, yet lost clumsily within his blue serge suit. His
face was a little drawn. But his eyes beat the measures as she talked,
with the gentle drooping of their lids as a point went home, and with a
sudden fire as she left a conclusion for his delicacy. His lips, all of
this time, moved also. They would lie parted. And then, he would slowly
moisten them with his tongue, purse them, as if to strangle a tell-tale
quiver, and once more let them fall faintly away from his control, until
again his interest parched them.
What she told him was nothing. What she made him know was fraught with
fever. It was as if a burning rod had struck clear through his pretty
treasury of cobwebs and scalded them away. Where they had been--gleaming
in the sun of his conceit like a fine lacework--remained an emptiness
that ached.
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