The City’s intricate machinery for bringing about what is already
there--an engine for making paper leaves grow on real trees--creates a
pathetic dualism even in its girls. It provides well that the gulf of
after-marriage between their natures and their positions may be sure to
have had time to widen. Already in their choice of friends, girls know
the limitations of the laws that bind them, develop a technique of
evasion, straddle two mounts in order to ride two ways. And if later, as
a clear due of this, they are torn limb from limb, man with his insect
vision blames their desire to ride, instead of the false direction in
which they have been placed.
It was with some such canny calculation that Clarice welcomed Quincy.
She knew well the sort of man whom she must wed. She was able to judge
how his capacity for filling certain major needs of a conventionalized
life must unfit him for many pleasant matters. She was well prepared to
split herself in two, dally with Quincy--while she went on hunting for a
husband. And having already classified his assets and her demands on
him, she was little prone to tolerate Quincy’s offering aught else. She
was well able to cope with the boy’s set resolve to be one of the City’s
crowd in his relations. She had plenty of such. And besides, his very
desperate wish, now, to show his right within those ranks was proof that
she knew, far better than he, what Quincy really was.
And so it came about that the first evening in which he called at her
home was the onset of a new consciousness in Quincy. He found it
difficult even to mention what at home, or with Herbert, was almost a
matter of boast:--that he had abandoned college after three years in
order to enter business. He found it hard to air his new born
materialism; then hard not to conceal it. He found it hard to take pride
in his new contentment; and finally, to be content! Doubtless he felt
already that these elements, wherewith he had won recognition since his
return, were not the ones that Clarice sought in him. But the
significance of this was a slow-dawning thing. First it was imperative
that he somewhat understand the qualities of her who was to cherish
those self-stultified qualities of himself.
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