He found a fund of disillusion in Clarice. Bravely and openly she
despised the atmosphere she lived in. He was afraid to. For with him, to
despise it, was to stop breathing it. For her, this did not seem to
follow. Clarice was not alone quite sure that she would persevere in
this land whose mockeries she knew; she was willing to. And she gleaned
a constructive aim for her energies in knocking down as she ran along.
Here was a mystery for Quincy. The strange admixture of tenderness and
flint, joy and detachment, which Clarice displayed, was unknown to him.
Willingly, he would have stated that such a girl could not in reality
exist. Yet there she was--intellectually radical, emotionally set and
conserved--more than existing, living with a clear efficiency and a firm
conscience! Nothing she gave him, Adelaide could not have given him to
know. But his spirit’s pores were open here. With his unfortunate sister
all of him was shut and rigid. That was why these talks counted more.
Clarice knew Herbert Lamory slightly. She had never asked him to call.
“He is pretty empty, I think,” she said. “When I talk with him, it is as
if I were talking with a glazed terra-cotta brick on the wall of some
one of a million buildings in New York. He fits in just so
unobtrusively.”
Quincy realized that this was true, and that, because of this very
fitness and his desire to emulate it, he had aligned himself with
Herbert.
She went on: “I really can’t understand your devotion to him. You say
you’re chums? It reminds me a bit--” she smiled, “of the devotion of a
man in the sea for a piece of sea-weed that happens to be floating.”
“A man in the sea is out of his element,” protested Quincy.
“Precisely,” she was content with saying. And as he pondered, there came
a pause.
Clarice had something to say upon the subject of failure. Quincy had
broached it.
“Think of all those young fellows in our office,” he exclaimed, “and as
many more in any other office. How few of them could ever, by reason of
actual physical conditions rise from the menial places they now hold!
After all, each office has only a few heads. And twenty years from now
there won’t be enough new offices to give high places to all these men.”
“No,” said Clarice. “But don’t you think very probably, that only those
who really _fit_ will get ahead? I don’t think it is brains or hard work
or even luck that makes men succeed in New York. It’s _fitting-in_.”
“Well, can’t that be learned?”
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