The hammering monotony of huge buildings that were neither beautiful to
look upon nor useful to be dwelt in--monuments of vanity and folly,
hideous with stolen decoration no one understood, or lavished with
detail, intricate, costly, stupid that no one ever saw, sheathed in
insincerities whose one successful purpose was to hide the
structures,--and these, twice as tall as conditions warranted, built
with money that was needed--sorely needed--elsewhere; the fetid subways,
packed with humanity as no humane company would pack a poultry car,
cesspools that stunk in summer and were a stain upon the community that
used them, always; the crass, nasty, lying theaters of Broadway,
expressive of a mudworm’s aspirations; the spiritless cafés that
interspersed them, ruled and erected to glorify the souls of lackeys,
serving bad food no one would eat elsewhere at the expense of
entertainments no one would sit through elsewhere: the unending blight
of magazines and journals--made from the crushing of fair forests into
wood-pulp!--one built upon the sweaty, fatuous dimensions of a traveling
salesman, one leveled at the rouged, frilled creature that lazes in a
cheap flat, mothers a puppy and dreams of motors, a third aimed to
titillate the woman with less sex, more children, a wider hallway but
no more brains--littered all and innumerably, with false optimism, false
advice, false pictures and false plots: the blatancy of the
ensemble--its utter uselessness--journals screaming above the houses,
traffic screaming above the public halls, clubs glittering above the
shops, theaters and restaurants exhibiting above the brothels--all of it
shutting out the blue of heaven, the glance of the sun on the Hudson,
the murmur of the few surviving trees, the spirit of the few surviving
souls. And the mad misery of the dwellers!--proud to be smothered in the
biggest subway, proud to be cheated in the biggest stores, proud to be
lied to by the biggest journals, proud to be sheep in the biggest
pen!...
But all this was behind Quincy. All this was behind him, as is the
surface when a man has burrowed deep. All this was. But it was
unimportant. And none of it would be, if each man so burrowed beneath it
to the poisoned ego of which all of it, in cumulation, was a putrescent
outer deposit. It interested Quincy no longer. He had no time to dwell
on it, or to inveigh against it. He was engaged upon himself.
Here was a new sort of serenity--the sort that accepts a certain thing
as an economy of strength for fighting elsewhere; the economy, not of
blinking the truth, but of indifference to superficial falsehood. This
is the economy of the artist toward what is evil, and of the priest
toward what is contradictory to his faith. Quincy applied it to what had
so far engrossed and maddened him.
Dwelling upon the City’s faults--by feeling them, combatting them--he
had no time or muscle for himself. Now, he plowed deeper.
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