“Come,” his mother put him off tenderly, “you aren’t afraid, are you?”
And so, a-tremble, he was put to bed. His mother moved about him in a
glow of certainty, half merged in the uncertain darkness. And then came
the last rite, before the lamp and mother went out together--the prayer.
He knelt on the cot, his head against her breast. And though the words
he spoke were cold, fearless, high-sounding words, the prayer he really
uttered was an appeal for comradeship in the vast night. From this
standpoint, God could be of use to him and real. He did not need him for
daily bread, nor for guidance from unheard-of evils and unguessed
temptations. But with all energy, his mind fixed on Deity as a presence
that would remain with him in the black, murmurous horror which would
clap in upon him, when lamp and mother went out together. And with this
spirit, there was fervor in his voice, though it gave forth unapt words;
there was religious passion in the clutch of his little hands and the
pressure of his head, although they touched not God at all, but a still
older, more eternal Mother. For her going out--with the lamp--was of the
color of life itself, inevitable. And already, his eight years had
taught Quincy to submit.
It happened. He lay straining beneath his covers. A dormer window had
been opened. And from it came a ghostly stir of trees, a frozen glow of
refracted light, a sibilance of brooding and foreboding. In the house
itself, were the night’s innumerable voices--those that dared make
themselves heard only when no soul but Quincy was about. Below, with
Adelaide, they had been quiet; but a moment before, with mother, they
were hushed. Now, they were at their occult revels. They chuckled and
laughed and hissed; the forms that owned them creaked upon floors, made
the walls to groan and bend, shuffled through the somehow resisting air.
The child stared before him. Blackness. Was he blind? He turned his head
and saw that he was not. For there, in the window was the soft blur of
light, and beside it stood one of the night’s forms. It was a strange,
half-real thing--a streak of gold and green with orange eyes and ears
that swayed, and a mouth that came in the wrong place but gaped none the
less. Quincy accepted it with difficulty. It did not somehow transmit to
him its own frozen heart of horror. The child was even able to look away
from it, into the impenetrable shadows where his feet, his cot,
everything was swallowed up. He feared these more. A sense of engulfment
crept over him. He closed his eyes. He slept.
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