With the spring, Josiah’s interest in the boy that resembled him grew
ostentatiously. One Sunday afternoon, Jonas was accorded a puff of the
paternal pipe. Gloatingly, he came over to Quincy, who sat sulking on
the sofa, and blew into his face. Quincy observed that now Jonas’ breath
was like his father’s. It hurt him. A favorite place for Jonas came to
be his father’s knee. He would sit there and they would have long,
mumbled converse together. Quincy would seek out his mother if she was
present, and talk to her. Or if she was busy, he would press his face
against the back of his chair and hold rival conversation with himself,
biting the upholstery or punching it with emphatic fists--eager above
all to appear indifferent. But all that he would be really conscious of
was his father’s low chuckle and the shrill peal of Jonas’ laughter.
“Do you like Dad?” the child asked his brother one evening, as Jonas
stumbled noisily into their room.
“He’s great!” came the answer.
“I like mother,” said Quincy.
“Do you, molly-boy?”
And Quincy turned away his head in a flood of shame, tempered with
pride.
Toward their sisters also, there came to be a gulf in policy. Jonas was
actively adverse to both Adelaide and Rhoda. Quincy, who also did not
love them, feared them and was anxious above all to be left alone. But
if they addressed him with kindness, or some slight show of interest,
his enmity subsided. He became glad, eager to respond. This inclination
brought him the criticism of his brother. Jonas was for warfare and a
perpetual offensive. He criticized Quincy’s amiable bent. And his way of
criticism was a sneer that cut.
In Marsden, however, they had a common ground and a true grievance
binding them against their sisters. For Rhoda curried favor with this
sinister vicegerent of their parents’ will. And Adelaide always followed
Rhoda. Both of them were forcibly inclined toward him, by reason of his
unfortunate rut of life. And for these causes, Jonas and Quincy were
impelled against them.
* * * * *
With his nine years, Quincy was admitted to dinner with the remainder of
the family. And although this privilege might have been expected to
prove welcome, it marked a new cycle of suffering for Quincy. The two
major instances were these: that it necessitated his climbing up alone
to bed through the dark and terrible house, and that it brought out
poignantly at last to the child how his own place therein differed from
what he wished and from that occupied by all the others.
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