The European project had to be abandoned. Josiah could not leave his
affairs for so prolonged a journey. And Sarah declined to leave Marsden.
Beside, Rhoda and Jonas who were its instigators, had their doubts as to
the pleasure of a jaunt in Europe with their mother as guide. And they
were right. Sarah’s training and life in Harriet were scarce such as to
have fitted her for Paris and Berlin, even if the comfortable aid of
Cook’s had been invoked--as Josiah had suggested. So a short run out
West with a peep-in on Yellowstone Park was arranged by way of
compensation.
Sarah and Marsden remained behind in Harriet for the last months.
Workmen and decorators had full swing in a broad, brown-stone house near
Central Park on the West side of Manhattan. And meantime, Josiah, who
needed at any rate to visit his property near Red Bear and to confer
with his promoters in Helena, Butte and Billings, made ready to take his
two daughters and two sons along. The preparation on his part consisted
in the booking of two compartments to Chicago and thence West. For the
children, it meant the buying of clothes, valises, toilet articles, and
descriptive literature. There was much bustle, much serious discussion,
less anticipation than sheer worry. And in all this, Quincy’s part was
passive, disaffected. He knew that he was going along because his mother
had insisted that he was not too young to enjoy geysers. He should
greatly have preferred to remain at home, considering the trip’s company
and the air of fevered preparation that made it from the outset ominous.
But Sarah had nursed the fond illusion that by including him in the
arrangement he would become automatically one, in all its myriad,
impromptu reckonings, with the family life whence she was wise enough to
feel his past exclusion. Sarah, then, was sponsor of the child’s forced
participation in the trip. Sarah, as so often before, was clumsily in
error. But the serious element of this lay not in her mistake, not in
the needless discomfort that her mistake brought on Quincy. It lay in
the circumstance of Quincy’s knowing just these things, of his knowing
how they and their like bore on his life. For Quincy was coming
fatalistically, stoically, to adjudge his mother, to recognize her
failures and to accept her in their shadow.
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