Jonas laughed tantalizingly. The little lad looked at him with a
hopeless rebuke. And then, tossing his head, he moved to the bureau and
began to brush his hair. His hair seemed to grow awry, to shoot out in a
dozen directions from his scalp. So Quincy’s task was always a fairly
hard one since his mother insisted on a part; and since, when he did
not succeed, she would brush it for him and invariably hurt him. So
Quincy fell to. Jonas stood smiling at him still. Suddenly, he began to
speak.
“I guess I will tell you. I’m going away to school--right off.”
The child leaped around. “Jonas!”
“Next week. To Exeter.”
Quincy’s head worked fast. Then, with effort: “Can’t I go, too?”
It was a fatal question. Jonas took it sneering. He was nearly seventeen
and he had the sense of age and independence that ordinary boys are
prone to.
“You? I guess not. I don’t want _you_ ’round any more. You stay at home,
where you belong--if you belong anywhere.” He smiled.
He would have said more in this great need of establishing his power and
independence through attack on some one immeasurably weaker, in these
things, than himself. But just then a flying brush hurled against his
forehead. He looked up, not understanding. And then, he smiled through
his pain. For it was not to be admitted that this infuriated child could
hurt him.
“You little sinner!--” he stepped back instinctively. Then, again, he
smiled.
And at this last smile, Quincy became an unaccountable demon. He saw
what he had done. It moved him strangely. A need swept over him to rush
up to Jonas, to fling arms about his neck, to kiss him, to implore him,
to cry out: “Take me too. Please, please stop despising me!” This was
all his need. And yet, out of the fullness of his love he had flung his
brush. And out of his love again, there he was, leaping upon his
brother, biting him, scratching him, tearing his face. And all that
became articulate of his beseechment was a liquid “Oh! Oh! Oh!”
Jonas grasped at his frenzied, writhing assailant. At length, he caught
him comprehensively within his arms. And then, Quincy went flying
through the air. He fell, safely, stomach downward, on the bed. And
there he lay, tearless, motionless, overwhelmed with the bitterness of
life.
The door opened. He did not budge. But he understood. The alarm had
brought his father. And there in the door he felt the cold, looming
figure of the man whose presence alone was needed to brim his misery.
Stark, stiffly, he lay now--one nerve of agony. And when his father’s
voice came, it was like the sharp touch of steel upon a nerve that is
exposed.
“What is this?”
“Oh, nothing,” replied Jonas, moved again by the need of minimizing the
damage done by a child not yet turned twelve. But his father could see
the two bloody scratches on his cheek, the slight swelling on his
forehead. And Quincy could hear the nervous clutch in his voice.
Josiah looked long, saying nothing. And then:
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