For his thirteenth birthday, Quincy received a bicycle. With the spring,
he determined to learn to ride it. And Rhoda volunteered to teach him.
They went to Central Park, to the circular abandoned road-way where
once, ere Quincy’s memory, had stood a statue of Bolivar and which later
great quantities of stone and sand turned into a manner of Park dump.
With the strangely sweet presence of Rhoda beside him, he had learned
rapidly. And having learned, he found that he had learned too rapidly,
since now this presence would be no longer there, beside him, as he
pedalled. Having stooped from her cold estate in the excitement of
teaching her brother how to ride, Rhoda lost no time in clambering back
again. And so, Quincy found a new want in his heart.
In his own way, he began to pay court to Rhoda. He was fully aware that
he had rivals. Rhoda went to parties on many evenings. And on many
others, she remained alone in the parlor with some caller whom Quincy
never saw. A great curiosity came over him to see these men who were his
rivals. Once, he slipped downstairs at the time when he was supposed to
go up to bed, and hid in the portières. He knew that a caller was
coming. But he became frightened and ran away even before the bell had
rung. It was decidedly too dangerous an experiment. Quincy knew that his
discovery in such flagrant badness before his sister’s caller would
reflect on her. It would plunge them together into shame. Had not his
mother told him that when he was bad, she always lost a bit of her
prestige before her God? He did not wish that kind of sharing, with his
sister. So he never stole downstairs again, to hide, when he had been
sent to bed.
Quincy’s way of courting Rhoda gave little promise of his subsequent
success with women. Quincy did not understand his sister. It did not
occur to him to psychologize beforehand the effect which his efforts
would be likely to attain. It did not occur to him to find what she most
wished by studying her nature, to suppress what was conflicting in
himself and to feign what was harmonious. Gallantry is a sense in men
capable of being tutored into art. At thirteen, it was already patent
that Quincy’s sense of hearing did not promise the musician, nor his
sense of sight the artist--nor his sense of pleasing, the diplomat or
gallant. He was an ordinary boy. The most that one had ever said about
him was that he was bright at school.
Now, when Quincy received a piece of chocolate or a box of soldiers or a
flower, he was very happy. Also, in his new state, he needed--though he
ignored the reason--to make Rhoda happy. His way was that of a miserable
logic. When he received a cake of chocolate, in lieu of devouring it as
his lust urged, a greater love restrained him. He saved it. And when, in
the late afternoon, Rhoda came home from a tea, he rushed up to her,
held out his offering before her, and said: “Here!”
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