assumed within him the dimensions of the whole. He would perhaps have
called it “making up his mind.” He did not dream that this was an act of
kindly reconciliation--the winning over of an un-needed minority in
whose dissent lay, at the worst, a source of irritation.
But mind holds the channels of our consciousness--controls the self’s
publicity. And from this not inconsiderable power, it has built up a
prestige for itself. It delays the announcement of any state until it
has been approached; and then, it so gives out the news that its
consent seems necessary, not for the mere announcement through its
channels, but for the state itself. And so, the mind’s
acknowledgment--often a hard-wrung effort to make it face a long
accomplished fact--seems a protagonist where it is naught but a chorus,
commissioned to explain and to chime in.
The real decision, then, impelling Quincy homeward, was not an affair of
words or of deliberation. It had been born in that deep land of him that
is never heard save through its far remote ambassadors. It had been born
of that will which does not argue, which makes its indomitable
revelation and then subsides, while its deed runs subtly through
innumerable channels to the outer lands. Here then, takes place the
clash of denial and of argument. Within, there is the serenity of fate.
But if Quincy’s recognition was to come only within the shadow of his
goal, it was none the less acute for the delay. However wrong was his
belief that, in this struggle of deliberation which held him now, lay
the finality of what he was to do, by means of it he at least came to
understand.
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