“Why?” sneered Flexinna, blazing with excitement. “Why, just think what
you’ve m-m-missed! You’re as wild as I am to see g-g-gladiators fight,
k-k-keener than I am to see a real horse-race in the circus, and you’ll
have to wait until you’re g-g-grown up, as I’ll have to, before you
s-s-see either. And you’d have g-g-gone to every spectacle, from the
very day you were t-t-taken, and not have m-m-missed one. Think of it!
F-F-Front seats in the circus, front seats in the amphitheatre, all your
life, or for thirty years at least, for certain! And you’ve m-m-missed
it. And that’s not half. Your lictor to c-c-clear the way for you
whenever you g-g-go out and your choice to g-g-go out in your litter
with eight b-b-bearers or in your c-c-carriage, your own c-c-carriage,
all your own, and the right to d-d-drive any where in the city any
d-d-day in the year. Oh, you f-f-fool, you s-s-silly f-f-fool! A
ch-ch-chance to be one of the s-s-seven m-m-most imp-p-portant women in
Rome, one of the s-s-six who are on a level with the Empress, and you
m-m-missed it! Fancy it; to b-b-be mistress of an income so large
that it m-m-makes you d-d-dizzy to think of it, and you throw away the
ch-ch-chance! To be able the m-m-moment you were taken, to m-m-make your
own w-w-will! To have every legacy c-c-cadger in Rome running after you
and m-m-making you p-p-presents and d-d-doing you favors and angling
for your n-n-notice all your 1-l-life 1-1-long, and you m-m-miss the
ch-ch-chance!”
“Yes,” Brinnaria admitted, reflectively, “I have missed all that, that’s
so. But that’s not all there is to think of, when you think about being
a Vestal. I’ve missed a lot of fine privileges, mighty valuable to any
girl that would care for that sort of thing; but I’ve escaped a lot
of things that would go with those privileges. I love bright colors,
I always did and I look ghastly in white--I look like a ghost. And I’d
have had to wear white and nothing else, even white flowers, like a
corpse. And a Vestal has to keep her eyes on the ground and walk slow
and stately and stand straight and dignified, and talk soft and low. I’d
suffer, even if I could learn all the tricks they teach them as well as
Gargilia has. And I don’t believe I ever could. I’d keep my eyes cast
down for a month or a year and then, right in the middle of a sacrifice,
I’d see something funny, like the gander squawking under the feet of the
pall-bearers at poor old Gibba’s funeral at the farm last summer, and
I’d wink at the head Vestal or roll my eyes at the whole congregation
and spoil the prayers; or, after keeping meek and mum for a year or so
I’d be so wild to laugh that I’d roar right out and break up the whole
service. I think I’m the last girl alive to be a Vestal. A Vestal
mustn’t answer back or make a pun, no matter how good a chance she gets.
I just can’t help cutting in, if I see a chance; the words come out of
my mouth before I know it, and, if I trained myself to keep still and
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