“Nemestronia,” Flexinna cited, “has married twice since she was
forty, and she’s not withered yet, not by a great deal, even if she is
gray-haired and has a wrinkle or two.”
“What’s the use of arguing,” Brinnaria summed up. “I hate the very idea
of being a Vestal. I’d hate the fact a million times more. I’d hate it
even if I were not in love with Almo, furiously in love with Almo. Daddy
says I’ve got to wait four years to marry him. I roll around in bed and
bite the pillows with rage to think of it, night after night. A fine
figure I’d cut trying to wait thirty years for him. I’d swoon with
longing for him and write him a note or peep out of the temple to
see him go by and then I’d get accused of misbehavior, and accused is
convicted for a Vestal; well, you know it. I’d look fine being buried
alive in a seven-by-five underground stone cell, with half a pint of
milk and a gill of wine to keep me alive long enough to suffer before
I starved to death and a thimbleful of oil in a lamp to make me more
scared of the dark when the lamp burned out. No burial alive for me.
I’m in love. I’m too much in love to balance arguments. I’m not sorry I
missed my chance, as you call it. I’m glad I escaped; the chance isn’t
missed for that matter. Rabulla’s place hasn’t been filled yet.”
“Do you know who is g-g-going to be ch-ch-chosen to fill it?” Flexinna
asked. “You d-d-don’t? The choice has about narrowed d-d-down to that
execrable, weasel-faced little M-M-Meffia.”
“Meffia!” Brinnaria cried. “There’s no one alive I despise as much as
that detestable ninny. I’ve a mind to chuck Almo and ask Daddy to offer
me, just to spite Meffia.”
“Why d-d-don’t you?” Flexinna stuttered. “D-d-do it n-n-now, right
n-n-now. You might be t-t-too late.”
“Oh bosh,” Brinnaria groaned. “What’s the use of talking nonsense? What
would be the sense in my spoiling my life to spite Meffia? I hate her.
I’ll hate to see her putting on airs as a Vestal, but I’d hate worse to
be a Vestal myself, and worst of all to lose Almo. I just couldn’t give
up Almo.”
“I wish I were you,” Flexinna raged. “If I were only under ten and
d-d-didn’t s-s-stutter, I’d d-d-do all I c-c-could to g-g-get D-D-Daddy
to offer m-m-me.”
“Bosh!” Brinnaria sneered. “You’re in love with Vocco and you know you
wouldn’t even think of giving him up if you had the chance.”
“Just wouldn’t I!” Flexinna retorted. “I love Quintus dearly. But if I
had a ch-ch-chance to be a V-V-Vestal, I’d fling poor Quintus hard and
never regret him. Not I. Think of the influence a V-V-Vestal has! Every
man who wants p-p-promotion in the army or in the fleet, or who wants
an appointment to any office would set his sisters and all his
women relations to besieging me to use my influence for him. Every
temple-carver and shrine-painter in Rome would have his wife showing me
attentions. I know; I’ve heard the talk.
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