“But fortunately it was not sacrilegious. The person of the Pontifex of
Vesta is not sacrosanct and a blow inflicted on him is not to be rated
as impious. Your act called for no expiation, personal or official. It
did not desecrate him, or you, nor the place where it occurred.
“Besides, I cannot resist admitting to you,”--and the Emperor smiled an
unmistakable smile--“that this particular Pontiff of Vesta is farther
from being sacrosanct than any of his predecessors. As far as I can
learn, Faltonius is a worthy man, pious and scrupulous. But he is
absurdly unfitted for his office in appearance and in manner. The
self-importance he assumes, the pomposity with which he performs his
duties, would be too great even for an Emperor. He irritates all of
us. All of us have wished, secretly or openly, many, many times, that
Bambilio would be soundly thrashed. He has been. You did it. The story
was too good to keep. It has not, of course, been allowed to leak out,
and become common property. But it is known to all the Flamens, Augurs
and Pontiffs.
“I need not describe to you the feelings of my colleagues, nor my
own. To hint them is perhaps too much; to particularize them would be
unseemly. I may say, however, that just as street-boys acclaim you by
shouting:
“‘That’s the girl that saved the dog;’ just as all over the Empire you
are talked of as the lady who rescued the retiarius; so at any festival
or ceremonial in which the Vestals take part, many a dignitary is likely
to nudge his neighbor, indicate you and whisper:
“‘That’s the priestess who walloped Bambilio!’ You are not infamous, you
are famous.
“As for myself I am the more inclined to feel indulgent towards you
because I understand how you felt. You were boiling with rage at being
struck by any one, as any noble girl would be. Yet you would have
controlled your fury but for the fact that you knew that you yourself
had done nothing to deserve chastisement, that you were suffering for
another’s fault.”
“What!” cried Brinnaria.
“Oh, yes,” Aurelius continued, easily. “Causidiena and I are quite
agreed on that point. Neither she nor I have questioned Meffia, and we
do not mean to; partly because we are sure enough, without any admission
from her; partly because the matter is best left as it is, without any
further notice. But, with the exception of Meffia, it is quite certain
that, from the Vestals themselves down to the last slave-girl, every
resident of the Atrium believes that not you but Meffia let the fire go
out, and that you took the blame due her. And we can all conjecture your
motives, as we all applaud them.
“Meffia might never have survived a scourging, might have been ailing
for months. Rome wants no sick Vestals nor dead Vestals. Causidiena is
grateful to you, all the Atrium is grateful, I am grateful.”
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