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Loring lay rigidly upon his back. Conscience, remorse, and a rock
beneath his fourth rib, all kept him awake. The stars did not answer his
half-framed questions, so he shut his eyes. It is hard to think when the
eyes are closed, so he opened them again. It was a very simple question
that he reiterated to the shadows, to the embers of the fire, and to
the drone of the Gila river. It consisted of one word—“Why?” There was
no need of his asking any one except himself; but he put off as long as
possible asking the one person who could answer, for he KNEW why. His
friends had always been so ready to make excuses for his shortcomings,
that in graciousness he could do no less than acquiesce. But in spite
of the veil with which memory surrounds facts, when a man lies awake at
night he is likely to see them as they are.
That both of Stephen’s parents had died when he was a child was no answer
to the question which he asked of the fire and the river. His uncle had
educated him with an affectionate insight which no parent could have
bettered. That he had not all along realized what he was doing was no
answer. A keen judge of men, Loring was an inspired critic of himself. It
was not lack of ambition that had dragged him down, for always there had
been a longing for those things which were not within his grasp. There
was no inherent vice in his character. There was courage, loyalty, and
kindness. There was only one thing lacking—some power to drive the whole.
Most people are either led or pushed through life. But there are some
whose motive power must come from within.
CHAPTER II
At half-past six the next morning the whistle in the upper camp blew
long and clear. It is a strange fact that the dispassionate whistle in
the morning is the brutal enemy of labor, calling its victims to the
struggle; but that at noon it is impartial and cheerful. It then attempts
the rôle of referee in the great game between labor and capital and, like
a good umpire, favors neither. Yet the same whistle at night, when it
calls the game off, becomes the warm ally of the workman, encouraging him
openly with promise of rest and supper. It is then as if it said to him:
“I was compelled to be impartial. That is my duty; but frankly, now that
it is over, I am glad that you have won.”
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