The Usurper: An Episode in Japanese HistoryGautier, Judith
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The Usurper: An Episode in Japanese History
Gautier, Judith
French fiction -- Translations into English; Japan -- History -- Fiction
Sometimes Fatkoura was moved with pity for her own fate. She recalled
the time when the delight of being loved filled her soul; and she wept
bitterly. But tears failed to comfort her.
"I am a fool!" she said; "I long to weep upon his shoulder; I fain
would pour out my anguish to his cold and cruel heart!"
Then her anger grew strong within her once more.
At last she reached the town of Hagui, situated on the shores of the
Japanese Sea. She entered the superb gateway of the ancient fortress
of the Princes of Nagato. In the first courtyard Iwakura's father came
forward to meet her, and greeted her kindly, saying: "Welcome to your
home, Princess of Nagato." Though sixty years old, he was straight and
strong. In the nobility of his features the young woman traced some
likeness to Iwakura. The Prince had abdicated in favor of his eldest
son some years before; he now devoted himself to the education of his
youngest boy, a lad of thirteen, who stood beside him, and upon whose
head his hand rested.
Fatkoura was forced to smile and seem cheerful. She hid her mouth
behind her sleeve, with that modest and affectionate gesture familiar
to Japanese women; then she knelt for a moment at the Prince's feet.
He treated her in a fatherly manner,--made her splendid presents,
installed her in the state apartments, showed her his domains, gave
entertainments for her, and got up hunting parties in her honor.
Fatkoura experienced a strange emotion amid these surroundings, which
so vividly recalled her betrothed. She saw the room in which he was
born; the playthings broken by his childish hands; his first clothes,
which still retained the impress of a figure graceful even then. She
was told a thousand pretty anecdotes of his adored infancy; then the
heroic deeds of the boy and man, his literary triumphs, the nobility
of his soul, his goodness and devotion. The old Prince never wearied
of the tale; and the father's love tortured and increased the woman's
unhappy passion. Then a sort of resignation came to her. By dint
of hiding her grief she buried it in the depths of her soul, and
diminished it. She tried to forget that she was not beloved; she found
comfort in the strength of her own affection.
"I love," she would say to herself; "that is enough. I will be content
to see him, to hear his voice, to bear his name. I will be patient.
Time, perhaps, may cure his passion. Then he will take pity on my long
suffering; he will remember all that I have endured for his sake;
his heart will be softened; he will love me. I shall end my days in
happiness with him; I shall be the mother of his children."
When the rumors of war were confirmed, anxiety took possession of all
hearts; the life of the absent one was in danger.
"Where is he at this moment?" asked Fatkoura.
"He is at the most perilous post, I am sure," replied the old nobleman.
He said this with pride, holding his head erect; but his voice
trembled, and tears stood in his eyes.
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