Americans -- France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"Nothing?" exclaimed Vanderlyn passionately. "Ah! Peggy, do not say
that. You know, you must know, that our love--I will not call it
friendship," he went on resolutely, "for this one week let no such false
word be uttered between us--you must know, I say, that our love has been
everything to me! Till I met you, my life was empty, miserable; since I
met you it has been filled, satisfied, and that even if I have received
what Madame de Lera dares to call--nothing!"
He spoke with a fervour, a conviction, which to the woman over whom he
was now leaning brought exquisite solace. At last he was speaking as she
had longed to hear him speak.
"You don't know," she whispered brokenly, "how happy you make me by
saying this to-night, Laurence. I have sometimes wondered lately if you
cared for me as much as you used to care?"
Vanderlyn's dark face contracted with pain; he was no Don Juan, learned
in the byways of a woman's heart. Then, almost roughly, he caught her to
him, and she, looking up, saw a strange glowing look come over his
face--a look which was, even to her, an all-sufficing answer, for it
told of the baffled longing, of the abnegation, and, even now, of the
restraint and selflessness, of the man who loved her.
"Did you really think that, Peggy?" was all he said; then, more slowly,
as the arms about her relaxed their hold, "Why, my dear, you've always
been--you are--my life."
A sudden sob, a cry of joy broke from her. She sat up, and with a quick
passionate movement flung herself on his breast; slowly she raised her
face to his: "I love you," she whispered, "Laurence, I love you!"
His lips trembled for a moment on her closed eyelids, then sought and
found her soft, quivering mouth. But even then Vanderlyn's love was
reverent, restrained in its expression, yet none the less, perhaps the
more, a binding sacrament.
At last, "Why did you subject us," he said, huskily, "to such an ordeal?
What has made you give way--now? How can you dream of going back, after
a week, to our old life?" But even as he asked the searching questions,
he laid her back gently on her improvised couch.
Woman-like she did not give him a direct response, then, quite suddenly,
she yielded him the key to the mystery.
"Because, Laurence, the last time I was in England, something happened
which altered my outlook on life."
She uttered the words with strange solemnity, but Vanderlyn's ears were
holden; true, he heard her answer to his question, but the word conveyed
little or nothing to him.
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