Americans -- France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Again Vanderlyn passed his hand over his eyes. He stared about him with
a touch of helpless bewilderment, but he could do nothing, even if there
had been anything to do; it was she who had insisted that they should be
unencumbered by any luggage.
He crouched down, and, with an involuntary inward shrinking, took up the
chilly, heavy hand and tried to warm it against his cheek; then he
shivered, his teeth chattered, with a groan of which the sound echoed
strangely in his ears he hid his face in the folds of her grey cloth
gown----For a few moments the extent of his calamity blotted out
everything.
And then, as Vanderlyn lay there, there suddenly opened before him a way
of escape from his intolerable agony and sense of loss, and he welcomed
it with eager relief. He raised his head, and began to think intently.
How inexplicable that he had not thought of this--the only way--at once!
It was so simple and so easy; he saw himself flinging wide open the
narrow carriage door, and then, with that still figure clasped in his
arms, stepping out into the rushing darkness....
His mind was now working with incredible quickness and clearness. How
good it was to know that here, in France, there need be--there would
be--no public scandal! In England or America the supposed suicide of two
such people as were Margaret Pargeter and himself could not hope to be
concealed; not so in France.
Here, as Vanderlyn knew well, there was every chance that such a love
tragedy as the one of which he and Mrs. Pargeter would be supposed to
have been hero and heroine, would remain hidden--hidden, that is, from
everyone except those closely connected with her and with himself. His
own chief, the American Ambassador, would be informed of what had
happened, but he was a wise old man, there was no fear of indiscretion
in that quarter; but--yes, he, Vanderlyn, must face that fact--Tom
Pargeter would know the truth.
Vanderlyn's hidden abhorrence of _the other man_,--of the man whose
friend he had perforce compelled himself to be for so long, rose in a
great flood.
Tom Pargeter? The selfish, mean-souled, dull-witted human being, whose
huge fortune, coupled with the masculine virtues of physical courage and
straightness in matters of sport, made him not only popular but in a
small way a personage! Pargeter, no doubt, would suffer, especially in
his self-esteem; on the other hand, he, the husband, would feel that so
had his own conduct, his coarse infidelity, his careless neglect of his
wife, been fully condoned.
With a choking feeling of sharp pain, Vanderlyn suddenly remembered that
what Tom Pargeter knew now, poor Peggy's son would some day have to
know. For awhile, no doubt, the boy would be kept in merciful ignorance
of the tragedy, but then, when the lad was growing into manhood, some
blundering fool, or more likely some well-intentioned woman, probably
his aunt, Sophy Pargeter, would feel it her duty to smirch for him his
mother's memory....
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