He would have to call Dundon. He would explain the last few hours as
some kind of amnesia, during which he had gotten out of the drugstore
safely, bought some new clothes, read the alien's card, and boarded a
train for Chicago, all without knowing it.
Although that was the most logical explanation, there was an odd
feeling in his mind and he did not believe it. But he decided to tell
Dundon that anyway.
It was while he was making the call that the Faktors found him again.
VI
Toward morning reality began to close in upon Ivy with a cold, numbing
flow. She sat examining the things around her, the wall, the table, the
ceiling. As the morning came on a soft rose crept into the sky. She
went to the plastic window and stood watching the dawn.
This thing was going to happen.
The impossibility was fading now as the sun rose and the huts across
the way stepped out of darkness. That old, that horrible thing, that
dry, wrinkled thing....
She was too much afraid, and revolted, to cry. What followed now was an
animal fear, an animal desperation, and for the first time she felt an
urgent, vital energy gathering within her. She had to get out, she had
to get away. This thing was unbelievable and could not happen at all,
not ever, because she would not let it happen. She moved back from the
window and began to pace her cage.
And the anger was replaced by a dissolving helplessness. She had no
plan. She searched, thought desperately, pleaded with herself, but she
had no plan. When they came all she could do would be fight, which
would not be enough, and the thing would happen.
Eventually, because carrying this load in her mind was much too great,
she tried at last to accept it. If she could just endure. She would
have to shut off her mind, like a radio is shut off, and live inside
herself, in silence.
She knew that would not work either.
By mid-morning it became obvious that the man was in no hurry, or was
busy. He did not come after breakfast, and she waited out the morning.
She was just beginning to begin to hope when two of the older men, the
guards, came into the hut.
It was evidently a formal thing, this breeding. They took her clothes,
gave her a single, pale yellow garment which reached not quite to her
knees. She put it on. The two old men were dressed differently today,
in soft pastel robes which were flowing and ridiculous around their
spindly legs. She gathered that today there would be a celebration.
One of the old men gave her the needle as she stood dressing, before
she had a chance to struggle. She was lain for the last time upon the
floor, to wait for the evening.
And then, to her great amazement, a calm possession took over her. All
the school girl fear and disgust and revulsion fell away for a moment,
and she examined the situation critically.
What the hell, she said to herself, startled but at the same time
pleased at the feel of strength in her.
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