The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study in Human NatureJames, William
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The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study in Human Nature
James, William
Conversion; Experience (Religion); Philosophy and religion; Psychology, Religious; Religion
“He was in his youth of a temperament full of fire and life; and
when this began to make itself felt, it was very grievous to him;
and he sought by many devices how he might bring his body into
subjection. He wore for a long time a hair shirt and an iron
chain, until the blood ran from him, so that he was obliged to
leave them off. He secretly caused an undergarment to be made for
him; and in the undergarment he had strips of leather fixed, into
which a hundred and fifty brass nails, pointed and filed sharp,
were driven, and the points of the nails were always turned
towards the flesh. He had this garment made very tight, and so
arranged as to go round him and fasten in front, in order that it
might fit the closer to his body, and the pointed nails might be
driven into his flesh; and it was high enough to reach upwards to
his navel. In this he used to sleep at night. Now in summer, when
it was hot, and he was very tired and ill from his journeyings, or
when he held the office of lecturer, he would sometimes, as he lay
thus in bonds, and oppressed with toil, and tormented also by
noxious insects, cry aloud and give way to fretfulness, and twist
round and round in agony, as a worm does when run through with a
pointed needle. It often seemed to him as if he were lying upon an
ant‐hill, from the torture caused by the insects; for if he wished
to sleep, or when he had fallen asleep, they vied with one
another.(182) Sometimes he cried to Almighty God in the fullness
of his heart: Alas! Gentle God, what a dying is this! When a man
is killed by murderers or strong beasts of prey it is soon over;
but I lie dying here under the cruel insects, and yet cannot die.
The nights in winter were never so long, nor was the summer so
hot, as to make him leave off this exercise. On the contrary, he
devised something farther—two leathern loops into which he put his
hands, and fastened one on each side his throat, and made the
fastenings so secure that even if his cell had been on fire about
him, he could not have helped himself. This he continued until his
hands and arms had become almost tremulous with the strain, and
then he devised something else: two leather gloves; and he caused
a brazier to fit them all over with sharp‐pointed brass tacks, and
he used to put them on at night, in order that if he should try
while asleep to throw off the hair undergarment, or relieve
himself from the gnawings of the vile insects, the tacks might
then stick into his body. And so it came to pass. If ever he
sought to help himself with his hands in his sleep, he drove the
sharp tacks into his breast, and tore himself, so that his flesh
festered. When after many weeks the wounds had healed, he tore
himself again and made fresh wounds.
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