The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study in Human NatureJames, William
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The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study in Human Nature
James, William
Conversion; Experience (Religion); Philosophy and religion; Psychology, Religious; Religion
“He continued this tormenting exercise for about sixteen years. At
the end of this time, when his blood was now chilled, and the fire
of his temperament destroyed, there appeared to him in a vision on
Whitsunday, a messenger from heaven, who told him that God
required this of him no longer. Whereupon he discontinued it, and
threw all these things away into a running stream.”
Suso then tells how, to emulate the sorrows of his crucified Lord,
he made himself a cross with thirty protruding iron needles and
nails. This he bore on his bare back between his shoulders day and
night. “The first time that he stretched out this cross upon his
back his tender frame was struck with terror at it, and blunted
the sharp nails slightly against a stone. But soon, repenting of
this womanly cowardice, he pointed them all again with a file, and
placed once more the cross upon him. It made his back, where the
bones are, bloody and seared. Whenever he sat down or stood up, it
was as if a hedgehog‐skin were on him. If any one touched him
unawares, or pushed against his clothes, it tore him.”
Suso next tells of his penitences by means of striking this cross
and forcing the nails deeper into the flesh, and likewise of his
self‐scourgings,—a dreadful story,—and then goes on as follows:
“At this same period the Servitor procured an old castaway door,
and he used to lie upon it at night without any bedclothes to make
him comfortable, except that he took off his shoes and wrapped a
thick cloak round him. He thus secured for himself a most
miserable bed; for hard pea‐stalks lay in humps under his head,
the cross with the sharp nails stuck into his back, his arms were
locked fast in bonds, the horsehair undergarment was round his
loins, and the cloak too was heavy and the door hard. Thus he lay
in wretchedness, afraid to stir, just like a log, and he would
send up many a sigh to God.
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