There did come upon Mary Lowther a feeling that Walter spoke of the
necessity of a comfortable income in a manner very different from
that in which he had of late been discussing the same subject ever
since she had known him. He had declared that it was impossible that
he should exist in England as a bachelor on his professional income,
and yet surely he would be poorer as a married man with that £300
a year added to it, than he would have been without it, and also
without a wife. But what girl that loves a man can be angry with him
for such imprudence and such inconsistency? She had already told him
that she would be ready, if it were necessary, to go with him to
India. She had said so before she went up to her aunt's room. He had
replied that he hoped no such sacrifice would be demanded from her.
"There can be no sacrifice on my part," she had replied, "unless I
am required to give up you." Of course he had taken her in his arms
and kissed her. There are moments in one's life in which not to be
imprudent, not to be utterly, childishly forgetful of all worldly
wisdom, would be to be brutal, inhuman, and devilish. "Had he told
Parson John?" she asked.
"Oh, yes!"
"And what does he say?"
"Just nothing. He raised his eyebrows, and suggested 'that I had
changed my ideas of life.' 'So I have,' I said. 'All right!' he
replied. 'I hope that Block and Curling won't have made any mistake
about the £5000.' That was all he said. No doubt he thinks we're two
fools; but then one's folly won't embarrass him."
"Nor will it embarrass Aunt Sarah," said Mary.
"But there is this difference. If we come to grief, Parson John will
eat his dinner without the slightest interference with his appetite
from our misfortunes; but Aunt Sarah would suffer on your account."
"She would, certainly," said Mary.
"But we will not come to grief. At any rate, darling, we cannot
consent to be made wise by the prospect of her possible sorrows on
our behalf."
It was agreed that on that afternoon Mary should write both to Mr.
Gilmore and to Janet Fenwick. She offered to keep her letters, and
show them, when written, to her lover; but he declared that he would
prefer not to see them. "It is enough for me that I triumph," he
said, as he left her. When he had gone, she at once told her aunt
that she would write the letters, and bring that to Mr. Gilmore to be
read by her when they were finished.
"I would postpone it for awhile, if I were you," said Aunt Sarah.
But Mary declared that any such delay would be unfair to Mr. Gilmore.
She did write the letters before dinner, and they were as follows:--
MY DEAR MR. GILMORE,
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