Clergy -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Religious fiction
"That is _selon_," she replied, colouring, and turning round to say
something to Helen: but she was gone.
"Rosalind!" said Charles, thrusting her paper unread into his bosom.
"This commission, though we hail it as good fortune, will yet put an end
to by far the happiest period of my existence, unless--I may hope,
Rosalind, that--if ever the time should come--and I now think it will
come--when I may again consider myself as the heir to a large property,
I may hope that you will some day suffer me to lay this property at your
feet."
"Never lay your property at the feet of any one, Mr. Mowbray," she
replied carelessly.
Charles coloured and looked grievously offended. "You teach me at least,
Miss Torrington, to beware how I venture again to hope that you would
accept any thing I could lay at yours."
"Nay, do not say so, Mr. Mowbray: I accept daily from you most willingly
and gratefully unnumbered testimonies of friendship and good will; and
if their being kindly welcomed will ensure their continuance, you will
not let them cease."
"I am a coxcomb for having ever hoped for more," said Charles, leaving
the room with cheeks painfully glowing and a heart indignantly
throbbing. He had not looked for this repulse, and his disappointment
was abundantly painful. Over and over again had he decided, while
holding counsel with himself on the subject, that he would not propose
to Rosalind till his mother had made him independent; but these
resolutions were the result rather of a feeling of generosity than of
timidity. Yet Charles Mowbray was no coxcomb. Miss Torrington was not
herself aware how many trifling but fondly-treasured symptoms of partial
liking she had betrayed towards him during the last few weeks; and as it
never entered his imagination to believe that she could doubt the
reality of his strong attachment, he attributed the repulse he had
received, as well as all the encouragement which led him to risk it, as
the result of the most cruel and cold-hearted coquetry.
It is probable that he left Rosalind little better satisfied with
herself than he was with her; but unfortunately there is no medium by
which thoughts carefully hid in one bosom can be made to pour their
light and warmth into another, and much misery was in this instance, as
well as in ten thousand others, endured by each party, only for want of
understanding what was going on in the heart of the other.
Mowbray determined not to waste another hour in uncertainty as to the
manner in which his commission was to be paid for, and his future
expenses supplied. But in his way to his mother, he delayed long enough
to say to Helen, "I have proposed, and been most scornfully rejected,
Helen. How could we either of us ever dream that Miss Torrington showed
any more favour to me than she would have done to any brother of yours,
had he been a hunchbacked idiot?"
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