Clergy -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Religious fiction
Without waiting to receive any expression either of surprise or
sympathy, he left his sister with the same hurried abruptness with which
he sought her, and hastened on to find his mother.
She was sitting alone, with a bible on one side of her, and two tracts
on the other. In her hand was a little curiously-folded note, such as
she now very constantly received at least once a day, even though the
writer might have left her presence in health and perfect contentment
one short hour before.
She started at the sudden entrance of her son, and her delicately pale
face became as red as a milkmaid's as she hastily placed the note she
was reading between the leaves of her book. But Charles saw it not;
every pulse within him was beating with such violence, that it required
all the power left him to speak that which he had to say. Had his mother
been weighing out a poison, and packets before her labelled for himself
and his sisters, he would not have seen it.
"Mother," he said, "I have received notice that the commission in the
Horse Guards which my father applied for some time before he died is now
ready for me. Will you have the kindness to furnish me with the means of
paying for it? and will you also inform me on what sum I may reckon for
my yearly expenses? I mean to join immediately."
Mrs. Mowbray's little agitation had entirely subsided, and she answered
with much solemnity, "You come to me, Charles, in a very abrupt manner,
and apparently in a very thoughtless frame of mind, to speak on
subjects which to my humble capacity seem fraught with consequences most
awfully important.--The Horse Guards! Oh! Charles! is it possible you
can have lived for many weeks in such a regenerated family as mine, and
yet turn your thoughts towards a life so profane as that of an officer
in the Horse Guards?"
"Let my life pass where it may, mother, I trust it will not be a profane
one. I should ill repay my father's teaching if it were. This is the
profession which he chose for me; it is the one to which I have always
directed my hopes, and it is that which I decidedly prefer. I trust,
therefore, that you will not object to my following the course which my
most excellent father pointed out to me."
"I shall object to it, sir: and pray understand at once, that I will
never suffer the intemperate pleadings of a hot-headed young man to
overpower the voice of conscience in my heart."
Poor Mowbray felt inclined to exclaim,
"When sorrows come, they come not single spies,
But in battalions."
For a moment he remained perfectly silent, and then said, "This is very
terrible news for me, mother. You shall hear, I trust, no intemperate
pleadings, but I hope you will let me reason with you on the subject.
Surely you will not blame me for wishing in this, and in all things, to
adhere as closely as may be to my dear father's wishes?"
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