Clergy -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Religious fiction
"Leave me, wretch!" exclaimed Henrietta in a voice that made Rosalind
tremble. "He may lock me up and half-starve me, for he has done it
before to make me obey his will, and I have obeyed it, and hated myself
for my cowardice; but I will not marry you, Mr. Hetherington, even
should he treat me worse than he has yet done--which would not be easy.
Go, sir, go--I am an Atheist; but horrible as that sounds even to my own
ears, it is better than to be what you have proved yourself."
Rosalind, hardly less agitated than Henrietta appeared to be, stood
trembling from head to foot in her retreat, till aware that the
unscrupulous Mr. Hetherington had retreated in one direction, and the
unhappy Henrietta returned to the house by another.
CHAPTER VI.
A SECOND VISIT TO THE LIME-TREE.
Rosalind, as she walked slowly back towards the house, repeated to
herself in shuddering the fearful words of Henrietta Cartwright--I AM AN
ATHEIST,--and her very soul seemed sick and faint within her. She had
sought in some degree the friendship of this unhappy girl, chiefly
because it was evident that not even the connexion of father and
daughter had sufficed to blind her to the hateful hypocrisy and unholy
fanaticism of the vicar. Did, then, hatred and contempt for him lead to
the hideous abyss of Atheism? She trembled as she asked herself the
question; but the weakness lasted not a moment: the simple and true
piety of her spirit awoke within her, and with kindly warmth cheered and
revived her heart. That the unhappy Henrietta, when revolted by watching
the false religion of her father, should have fled from it with such
passionate vehemence as to plunge her into the extreme of scepticism,
offered no precedent for what would be likely to befall a person who,
like her, loathed the dark sin of hypocrisy, but who, unlike her, had
learned the benignant truths of religion with no false and frightful
commentaries to disfigure them.
As she remembered this--as she remembered that, probably, the only
religious lessons ever given to this most unhappy girl were such as her
judgment must revolt from, and the sincerity of her nature detest as
false and feigned, pity and compassion took place of terror and
repugnance, and a timid, but most earnest wish, that she might herself
be the means of sending a ray of divine light to cheer the fearful gloom
of poor Henrietta's mind, took possession of her heart.
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