Clergy -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Religious fiction
The delightful glow of feeling that seemed to pervade every nerve of
Rosalind as this thought took possession of her cannot be described.
Tears again filled her beautiful eyes, but they were no longer the tears
of disappointment and despondency; yet a dread of incurring the guilt of
presumption, by assuming the office of teacher on a theme so awfully
important, so sublimely exalted, mixed fear with her hope, and she
determined to restrict her efforts wholly to the selection of such books
as might tend to enlighten the dark night of that perverted mind,
without producing in it the painful confusion of thought which must ever
result from a loose and unlogical arrangement of proofs and arguments,
however sound or however unquestionable they may individually be.
When she met Henrietta in the drawing-room, where all the family were
assembled before dinner, she was conscious of being so full of thoughts
concerning her, that she almost feared to encounter her eyes, lest her
own might prematurely disclose her being acquainted with the scene she
had gone through.
But the moment she heard Henrietta speak, the sound of her voice, so
quiet, so cold, so perfectly composed, convinced her that the
conversation which she had supposed must have agitated her so
dreadfully, had in truth produced no effect on her whatever; and when,
taking courage from this, she ventured to speak to and look at her, the
civil smile, the unaltered eye, the easy allusion to their walk and
their separation, led her almost to doubt her senses as to the identity
of the being now before her, and the one to whom she had listened in
horror a short half-hour ago. This perplexity was, however, in a great
measure relieved by an interpretation suggested by her fancy, and
immediately and eagerly received by her as truth.
"It was in bitter irony, and shrewdly to test the sincerity of that
man's assumed sanctity, that she uttered those terrible words," thought
Rosalind; and inexpressibly relieved by the supposition, she determined
to take an early opportunity of confessing to Miss Cartwright her
involuntary participation of Mr. Hetherington's tender avowal, and of
her own temporary credulity in believing for a moment that what was
uttered, either to get rid of him or to prove the little worth of his
pretended righteousness, was a serious avowal of her secret sentiments.
This opportunity was not long wanting; for, perfectly unconscious that
Miss Torrington's motive for hovering near her was to seek a
confidential conversation,--a species of communication from which she
always shrunk,--Henrietta, who really liked and admired her more than
any person she had ever met with, readily seconded her wish, by again
wandering into the garden-walks, on which the sun had just poured his
parting beams, and where the full moon, rising at the same moment to
take her turn of rule, shone with a splendour increasing every moment,
and rendering the night more than a rival in beauty to the day.
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