Diary fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
“I can’t tell you either,” I said very low. I hoped the common
grandmother would not take me as far as doing mean tricks to Lady Ver!
“Oh, you have made me wild!” he exclaimed, letting go my hand, and
leaning both elbows on his knees, while he pushed his hat to the back
of his head. “Perfectly mad with fury and jealousy. That brute Malcolm!
and then looking at Campion at dinner, and worst of all, Christopher in
the box at ‘Carmen!’ Wicked, naughty little thing! And yet underneath
I have a feeling it is for some absurd reason, and not for sheer
devilment. If I thought that, I would soon get not to care. I did think
it at ‘Carmen.’”
“Yes, I know,” I said.
“You know what?” he looked up, startled; then he took my hand again,
and sat close to me.
“Oh, please, please don’t, Lord Robert!” I said.
It really made me quiver so with the loveliest feeling I have ever
known, that I knew I should never be able to keep my head if he went on.
“Please, please, don’t hold my hand,” I said. “It--it makes me not able
to behave nicely.”
“Darling,” he whispered, “then it shows that you like me, and I sha’n’t
let go until you tell me every little bit.”
“Oh, I can’t, I can’t!” I felt too tortured, and yet waves of joy were
rushing over me. That _is_ a word, “darling,” for giving feelings down
the back!
“Evangeline,” he said, quite sternly, “will you answer this question
then--do you like me, or do you hate me? Because, as you must know very
well, I love you.”
Oh, the wild joy of hearing him say that! What in the world did
anything else matter! For a moment there was a singing in my ears, and
I forgot everything but our two selves. Then the picture of Christopher
waiting for me, with his cold, cynic’s face and eyes blazing with
passion, rushed into my vision, and the Duke’s critical, suspicious,
disapproving scrutiny, and I felt as if a cry of pain, like a wounded
animal, escaped me.
“Darling, darling, what is it? Did I hurt your dear little hand?” Lord
Robert exclaimed tenderly.
“No,” I whispered, brokenly; “but I cannot listen to you. I am going
back to Claridge’s now, and I am going to marry Mr. Carruthers.”
He dropped my hand as if it stung him.
“Good God! Then it is true,” was all he said.
In fear I glanced at him--his face looked gray in the quickly gathering
mist.
“Oh, Robert!” I said in anguish, unable to help myself. “It isn’t
because I want to. I--I--oh! probably I love you--but I must, there is
nothing else to be done.”
“Isn’t there!” he said, all the life and joy coming back to his face.
“Do you think I will let Christopher, or any other man in the world,
have you now you have confessed that!!” and fortunately there was no
one in sight--because he put his arms round my neck, and drew me close,
and kissed my lips.
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