England -- Fiction; Interpersonal relations -- Fiction
Elise drew a quick breath, her eyes lingered on John’s, a little
startled, but not at all distressed. She had long ago wanted to attend
to John first. Her clear colourless skin became suffused with a deep
rose blush. Elise knew that John loved her, but she had not known, she
did not know now, what his love meant to her. John’s love for her was
three years old. Mambles was full of it, it was the background of her
life; she had grown used to its protectiveness.
A little frown fixed itself between her tender brows.
“You wouldn’t,” she murmured, “if I did like you John, want me to ever
give up Papa? You see he hasn’t any one now—not Mamma, or Arnold, and
just being wonderful must be so dull, if it only means outsiders.”
John shook his head.
“Never,” he said emphatically. “There isn’t a man on earth I admire and
like as I do your father. I consider it an honour to work for him. I
don’t ever want to take you away from him; but I do want to have you as
well.”
“More than this?” Elise asked gently.
“A great deal more than this,” said John with unmistakable solidity.
Elise’s eyes wavered; she wanted of course that John should have what he
wanted. It would be lovely to make his eyes stop looking anxious, and
smile. But, on the other hand, her mind was full of an apprehensive
picture. How would Hermione bear it? She had seen Hermione bearing
things she didn’t like before. John would probably bear them very much
better.
“But Hermione,” Elise said under her breath, “you won’t want me ever to
give up Hermione?”
“I don’t suppose for a moment I shall want you to give up your sister,”
John said in a more measured tone than he had used in referring to Mr.
Brett. “Why should you, darling, have to give up anything? I only want
you to have more.”
Elise did not reply that in her small but deeply felt experience having
more had invariably implied certain renunciations. She only said, “You
don’t know Hermione, John; but if you did, you’d feel the way I do about
her, and you’d help me so that she and dear Papa could understand each
other better. Hermione’s heart is broken, that’s what makes her so ill,
and sometimes so—difficult.
“Don’t you think if your heart’s broken, you just have to act difficult
at times? Papa’s so clever, but he’s been too happy himself to realise
about Hermione. Why he and Mamma had just an ideal marriage. I never
heard Papa say one sharp word to Mamma, so naturally he can’t feel the
way I do about Hermione. I haven’t been able to _do_ anything, but oh,
John—don’t you think that perhaps you and I together could work it so
that Papa could understand Hermione?”
John had a very great respect for Mr. Brett’s judgment, but he belonged
to the younger generation, and he knew how misguided parents are apt to
be about their children, and how wise children necessarily are about
their parents. He decided to keep an open mind on the subject of
Hermione.
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