England -- Fiction; Interpersonal relations -- Fiction
That evening Elise forbore to go out into the garden with John, and sang
Gounod’s “There Is a Green Hill Far Away” instead, in the presence of
the assembled family. John had never appreciated sacred music, and he
hated Gounod from that hour.
Hermione warned Elise how soon she could exhaust the affections of her
husband by permitting a demonstrative regard.
“Do not rebuff him,” she explained gently, “but evade him.”
Elise tried to evade John, and neither of them liked it.
Hermione told Elise how difficult young married life is, and Elise, to
whom it had come as easily as sunshine, began to see in it obstacles and
perils to John’s happiness and her own, which would have been
exaggerated in a jungle exclusively tenanted by wild beasts.
It never occurred to Elise that Hermione could be wrong; because
Hermione loved her so much and had been so unhappy herself, and only
wanted to save and shield Elise from a similar unhappiness.
Elise became pale with apprehension over the disasters and pitfalls
which lay ahead of herself and John, and even for the gardener’s wife
who had been married the week before, and did not look as if it had made
any difference.
Elise would have liked to ask her father’s help but that might seem as
if she had not perfect confidence in John, and she would have loved to
talk to John about it, only that might seem as if she had not perfect
confidence in Hermione, so that she decided to keep her anxieties to
herself.
She struggled manfully on, evading John, and seeing that Mr. Brett was
regularly and carefully attended to, even when he wanted to be left
alone.
“I should never,” Hermione carefully explained to Elise, “leave dear
Papa to stroll about by himself, or even sit for any length of time,
without running in to see if he is still alive. At any moment we may
lose him.”
Of course Hermione could not take this duty upon herself, partly because
of Mr. Brett’s inexplicable dislike to her company, brought on, no
doubt, by a diseased state of mind; and partly because her own health
required the utmost watchfulness and repose. But Elise could make a
point of running in and out and following Mr. Brett up, without any
grave consequences to anybody, and if it interrupted her persistent
tête-à-tête with John, so much the more precious would she make this
rare companionship.
“I do not want you ever to think of me,” Hermione said tenderly, “if I
never see your face from one day’s end to the other, Childie, I shall
not complain! All yesterday I sat alone, hour after hour, while you went
fishing with John. I thought of Papa once or twice and I was anxious at
your staying out so late—but for the rest, I want you to dismiss your
little old sister from your mind. I am one of those whose path in life
is cut out for loneliness.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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