England -- Fiction; Interpersonal relations -- Fiction
“She might stand against me,” agreed Mr. Brett reflectively. “I don’t
remember that I’ve ever done a thing to hurt her since she was
born—still that don’t make any difference, but I don’t advise you to
calculate that Elise’ll stand against John. You’re her poor
broken-hearted sister all right, all right, but John’s her young
husband. If she sees John’s heart being cut into, yours won’t have much
of a chance.
“She knows she can’t make you happy.
“You’ve chosen your sorrows and sit on them with the clinch of a
domestic fowl, but Elise can make John happy, and I guess—take it by
and large—she will.
“But I don’t mind admitting to you, Hermione, that I don’t want this tug
of war to come off. Tugs of war suit some people—a frail,
broken-hearted, high-brow like yourself finds nourishment in a tug of
war; but normal people don’t; and while the dust and the yells are
heartening you all up, an unselfish, sensitive girl like Elise gets cut
as thin as a wood shaving. I’d take some trouble to keep Elise happy.
“Say, Hermione, have you ever been happy? I don’t mean top-dog
happy—but _real_ happy, like a field of buttercups in the sun?”
Hermione’s lips quivered.
“Happiness,” she said, “is not for me.”
“Sunshine is for everybody,” said Mr. Brett gently, “who’ll let the sun
alone, and like it.
“Before you came Elise was happy. She was just like a little open cup
filled with gold; you never saw the child so gay; and John was happy; he
is the quiet kind that has to hide itself to feel at home, but he sure
_was_ at home. They didn’t need any saving—then.
“I used to take a power of comfort sitting out under the old yew tree,
thinking of those two children off somewhere—with their happiness.”
“It wouldn’t have lasted,” said Hermione hurriedly. “Unthinking
happiness is the shutting out of life—it leads to selfishness and
satiety.”
“Don’t you believe it, Hermione,” said Mr. Brett impressively. “It’s
decayed teeth give us the toothache, not sweets. Happiness and
unhappiness ain’t selfish or unselfish, it depends on who’s got them.
“Marie Antoinette was just as unhappy as she could live, but she kicked
her throne over and got the guillotine into the family for a necklace of
diamonds. You couldn’t make Elise and John selfish, not if you set out
and offered them Bond Street.
“I don’t know much about religion, what with one thing and another I
guess it’s kept me dodging; but I remember being told that by their
fruits ye shall know them. Fruits Hermione—that sounds like good sense
don’t it, and good sense ought to make good religion. Well, how about
your fruits?”
“I don’t know what you mean—” said Hermione icily. She would have
tossed her head if the pillows had not been too low for it.
“I do not think you can find that I have done anything wrong.”
Mr. Brett ignored Hermione’s negative standard.
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