England -- Fiction; Interpersonal relations -- Fiction
Dr. Raymond did not come immediately he was telephoned for, and when he
did come he began their conversation by bluntly telling Hermione that
she looked a great deal better.
He sat opposite her, waving his hat tiresomely in his hand, as if he
wanted to go. Hermione ignored his clumsiness with difficulty.
“I should like you to tell me,” she said quietly, “two things—then I
need not detain you further. Was I dangerously ill the other night? And
in your opinion could I ever become normally well?”
Dr. Raymond stopped swinging his hat and looked at her with sudden
attention.
He had often wanted to speak straight to the Princess Girla, but she had
never given him the least opportunity. Now that she had given him the
opportunity he felt that it would be brutal to take too great an
advantage of it; besides he respected her for her frankness.
Hermione leaned back on her pillow, flushed, and with her grey eyes very
wide open and steady. She knew exactly what effect her frankness would
have upon Dr. Raymond and she realised that it would be easier to hear
an unpalatable truth if it should be presented to her with respect.
“You were very ill indeed the other night,” Dr. Raymond said after a
short pause, meeting her eyes with equal steadiness. “I think it is
possible you might have died, but I think it is more probable that you
might have gone out of your mind. You have a very excitable brain, and
it was keyed up on one point rather tighter than it could stand.”
Hermione nodded.
“I know I am unduly sensitive,” she murmured, “something had been said
to me which I could not break away from in my mind, although I was
conscious of its complete unfairness.”
Dr. Raymond’s eyes seemed to grow smaller and keener. He no longer
desired to spare the Princess anything; it flashed across him that she
would always spare herself.
“As to your future condition,” he went on, “I must tell you frankly that
it depends on you. There are people whose sensitiveness about their own
sensations presupposes physical ill health.
“I do not wish to sound impertinent, but ill health when there is no
organic cause for it is chiefly egoism.
“It comes from the fact that personal sensation is more interesting than
outside facts. We all of us, even the strongest, have physical
sensations which, if they interest us too much, become accentuated and
may produce disease.
“You have a very powerful will, Princess Girla, and if your mind should
become sufficiently interested on any outside line, I see no reason why
you should not become normally strong, providing you pay attention to
common sense, eat regular and healthy meals, and take enough fresh air
and exercise.
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