Brothers -- Fiction; Peasants -- Russia -- Fiction; Russia -- Fiction; Russia -- History -- Revolution, 1905-1907 -- Fiction
It was growing dark, the thick layers of clouds were turning blue
and cold, and there was a touch of winter in the air. The mud was
congealing. Having got rid of Makarka, Tikhon Ilitch stamped his
frost-bitten feet on the porch and entered the house. There, without
removing his coat and cap, he seated himself on a chair near the
little window, began to smoke, and again became immersed in thought.
He recalled to mind the summer, the rebellion, the Bride, his brother,
his wife--and that, so far, he had not paid off his farmhands for
their season’s work. It was his custom to delay payment. The young
girls and children who came to him on daily wages stood for days on
end at his threshold, complained of their extreme need, waxed angry,
sometimes made insolent remarks. But he was inexorable. He shouted and
called upon God to witness that he had only two coppers in his house.
“Search and see if you can find any more!”--and he turned his pockets
and his purse inside out and spat in feigned wrath, as though amazed
by the distrust, the “dishonesty” of the suppliants. But now that
custom seemed to him the opposite of good. He had been ruthlessly harsh
with his wife, and cold, and so complete a stranger to her that, at
times, he utterly forgot her existence. And now, all of a sudden, this
astonished him: good God, why, he had not even the least idea what sort
of person she was! If she were to die that day, he would not be able to
say two words as to why she had lived, what she had thought, what she
had felt throughout all the long years she had lived with him--those
years which had merged themselves into a single year, and had flashed
past in ceaseless cares and anxieties. And what had he to show for all
those worries? He threw away his cigarette, and lighted a fresh one.
Ugh, but that Makarka was a clever beast! and, once granted that he
was clever, why wasn’t it possible that he might be able to foresee
things--when something was coming, and what it was, and to whom?
Something abominable was, indubitably, awaiting him, Tikhon Ilitch. For
one thing, he was no longer a young man. How many of his contemporaries
were in the other world! And from death and old age there is no escape!
Not even children would have saved him. And he would not have known the
children, and the children would have found him as much of a stranger
as he had been to all those, alive or dead, who had been nearly
connected with him. There were as many people on the earth as there
are stars in the sky; but life is short, people come into being, grow
up, and die so rapidly, are so slightly acquainted with one another,
and so quickly forget all that has happened to them, that it is enough
to drive a man crazy if he once sets about considering the matter
attentively! Only quite recently he had said to himself: “My life ought
to be written up....” But what was there to write about? Nothing.
Nothing at all, or nothing of any consequence. Why, he himself could
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