Simon walked by her and she felt easy and comfortable. His neutral, not
to say neuter, personality met and matched her own. His round, innocent
eyes, smooth face and silly beard put her at ease. He did not thrust
masculinity upon her, but was merely a fellow-creature talking upon
subjects that interested her. What Crocker had of late tried to be in
his attitude towards this woman Mr. Snell really was. The one attempted
a posture other than his own, and failed in it; for no woman could look
into his eyes and not know something about him. The other equally
remained himself, yet even so he satisfied Rhoda, although she came to
him unusually exacting from her recent interview with Mr. Crocker.
Simon’s thoughts, Simon’s humble humour, and Simon’s general attitude to
life, if vague, were quite acceptable to Rhoda. To her his voice did
not sound thin or his opinions childish. She was comfortable in his
company, and she left him presently with a pleasant nod and a ’good-bye’
that was almost genial.
He stood a long time, scratched his beard when she had gone out of sight
and felt that thus to walk and talk beside a maiden was rather an
achievement for him. He admired Rhoda very much, but he thought of her
with chronic rather than acute admiration.
She had certainly been amazingly gracious and kind to him. Could it be
possible that she liked him? The idea brought moisture upon his
forehead, and he sat down and mopped it. He began to fear that he had
been too bold in thus proceeding for more than a hundred yards beside
her. Perhaps she had indicated annoyance and he had failed to observe
it. Then he assured himself that he was a man, like other men, and had
a perfect right to talk to a woman. He decided that he must think about
Rhoda quietly for the next month or two. He asked himself if he should
take her a dish of the fat leat trout that he caught sometimes; but he
felt doubtful whether such a step would not be going too far.
"I might catch ’em, and clean ’em, and start with ’em," he reflected;
"and then, if it comes over me on the way that I’m a bit too dashing, I
can just sneak home again, and none the wiser."
*CHAPTER VII*
*EYLESBARROW*
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