Margaret Bowden not seldom visited the haunts of her youth, for many
favourite places lay within a walk of her home, and she had a measure of
loneliness in her life which might be filled according to her fancy.
Sometimes she blamed herself that life should offer intervals for
amusement or for rest. David found no such leisure from dawn until
after dark; Rhoda was always busy out of doors, and even when she had
nothing left to do, as happened in the evening, would often sequester
herself afield under the night. But Margaret’s holiday generally
followed the midday meal; and after noon she often went to see her
mother, or sought some holt in Dennycoombe Wood, or beside Crazywell, or
among the heathery hillocks of Eylesbarrow. That great eminence upon
the forest boundary was familiar and pleasant to her. She knew it well,
from its tonsure of stone, piled above a grave, to its steeps and slopes
and water-springs. A pool with rushes round about spread under the
highest elevation and mirrored the sky; while southerly the ling grew
very large, and there were deep scars and embouchures torn by torrents
from the sides of the hill.
Hither came Margaret to keep tryst with Bartley Crocker on a day in
June. She had not seen him save for a moment since his interview with
Rhoda, but meeting a week before at Sheepstor, he made a plan and she
promised to join him on Eylesbarrow and hear what he had to tell her.
The east wind roared over Madge where she sat snug in a little pit; but
the sun was warm and found her there. From time to time she rose and
lifted her head to see if Bartley was coming. Then she sat down again
and fell back upon her own thoughts. She began to apprehend the mixed
nature of marriage and those very various ingredients that complete the
dish. As yet only one cloud hung over her united life with David. But
time might reasonably be trusted to lift it. They were a happy pair,
and if his stronger will lacked ready and swift sympathy on all
occasions, it still served the fine purpose of controlling her
sentimentality. He hurt her sometimes, but she kept the pain to
herself. His sledge-hammer methods were new to her; while he could not
understand her outlook, and, indeed, he made no attempt to do so. But
she never argued; she always gave way and she loved him so dearly that
it was easy to give way. Rhoda, too, she liked better as she knew her
better. She felt sorry for Rhoda and longed to round off her life into
a more complete and perfect thing. It appeared an outrage on nature
that such a girl should remain unmarried. She strove to enlarge Rhoda’s
sexual sympathies and make her more tolerant of men. But she did not
succeed. And so it gradually happened that the future of Rhoda rather
obsessed the young wife’s mind. She was determined to see Bartley and
Rhoda man and wife if she could bring it about. She was here upon that
business now. That he had spoken to Rhoda she did not yet know; but she
suspected it.
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