Upon the side of the pool there sat a woman--as still as a picture in a
gold frame. She was clad with such sobriety that one might have thought
her a stone; but she moved and her sunbonnet shone as she flung it off
and then wiped her hot forehead with the fall of it. For a moment she
thought of the legends of Crazywell and cast back in her memory for the
evidence of their truth. Here was a haunt of mystery and a water of
power. Voices murmured in this hollow once a year, and if none of late
had heard them, doubtless that was because none permitted himself or
herself to do so. A spirit neither malignant nor benign, but wondrously
informed, dwelt here--a sentient thing, a nether gnome, from whom was
not hidden the future of men--a being who once a year could cry aloud
with human voice and tell the names of those whose race was run. All
dreaded the sortilege of the unknown thing that haunted Crazywell; but
since its power was restricted to Christmas Eve, little general sense of
horror or mystery hung over the pool. For Margaret Bowden, however, it
had always possessed a sort of charm not wholly pleasant. She avoided
the place of set purpose and was beside it to-day by appointment only.
Another had named Crazywell as a tryst, and she lacked sufficient
self-assertion to refuse. Now she blinked in the direct sunlight and
longed for shade where no shade was.
She envied the kine below, and being in a mood a little morbid, by
reason of private concerns, she cast her thought further than the cattle
and pictured the peace and silence beneath the heart of the water. A
long sleep there seemed not the hardest fate that could fall on human
life. There was a man--and Margaret had known him--who drowned himself
in Crazywell. By night he ended a troublous life, and joined the spirit
of the pool for a season. Then he floated into light of day again, and
was found by his fellows. They drew him out and called him mad, and
buried him in the earth with Christian burial, that his wife’s feelings
might be saved a pang. Yet nobody knew better than the coroner’s jury
that this man was very sane, and had shortened his own life for sound
reasons. Margaret remembered that at the time, she had blamed him much,
but her mother had not blamed him. And she herself, having been married
nearly a year, no longer blamed him. Who was she to judge? If she, a
happy wife, could look without horror at Crazywell in this unclouded
hour, was it strange that an unhappy man might do more than look, and
rest his head there?
"A happy wife--so happy as any woman ever can hope to be, who--who--"
Her thought broke off. She envied the mare at water’s edge. The
pot-bellied old matron stood still, and only moved her tail backwards
and forwards to keep off the flies. The foal galloped around
her--playing as children will.
"So happy as any wife can hope to be, who has no child."
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