Margaret made herself finish the sentence; for everything that happened
to her now revolved upon it. She explained the least little cloud or
shadow of cloud thus; she referred the least impatience or short word to
the same cause. There was no rift, no failure of understanding, no
lessening of love--so the wife assured herself--but she must do her
duty. She must not much longer delay to bring to David the thing his
soul most desired.
Her thoughts ran unduly upon this theme, and her own anxiety seemed like
to stand between her and her object. She exaggerated the truth; out of
a natural and innate diffidence she imagined a condition of mind in her
husband which did not exist. David indeed desired children and expected
them; but he was in no violent hurry, and had not as yet even
entertained the possibility of having none. When she mentioned the
matter, he consoled her and blamed her for giving it a thought. In
reality, the thing in their lives that she marked and deplored and thus
explained, belonged to a far different and deeper cause. After love’s
fever certain differences of temperament began slowly and steadily to
declare themselves. There was no radical change in David; but his
self-absorption increased with his prosperity--a circumstance
inevitable. For comradeship and for sympathy in business he had Rhoda;
and her understanding of dumb animals so much exceeded Margaret’s, that
brother and sister unconsciously made common cause and seemed to live an
inner life and develop personal interests from which Margaret found
herself in some measure excluded. None could be blamed. The thing
simply so fell out; and as yet not one of the three involved perceived
it. David and Rhoda were full of his enterprises, and she did much
man’s work afield for him and advanced his welfare to the best of her
strength and sense. Margaret shopped, cooked, mended clothes, and made
ready for the others in the intervals of work. She relieved her
sister-in-law of much sewing and other toil that Rhoda might have the
more leisure to aid David. This woman, indeed, was unlike most women,
and for that reason she did not clash with Margaret as much as another
might have.
Rhoda Bowden had struck an observer from without as an exotic creature,
who homed here by accident, but who by right belonged to no dwelling
made with hands. A sister of the deep green glade was she--a denizen of
the upland wilderness and the secret antre. She followed the train of
Selene. The silver light and the domain of nocturnal dew were hers.
Silence was her familiar; from her own brother she hid a part of her
days and her nights. And of the varied aspects of her mistress, the
moon, Rhoda shared not a few. The young of beasts seemed her special
care and joy.
"The tender whelps, new-dropped, of creatures rude,"
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