Perhaps not only dogs woke this singular understanding in her. As a
child she had chosen to be much alone, and in silent reveries, before
the ceaseless puzzles of Ditsworthy, she had sat sequestered amid
natural things and watched the humble-bees in the thyme, the field mice,
the wheat-ears, and the hawks and lizards. She had regarded all these
lives as running parallel with her own. They were fellow mortals and no
doubt possessed their own interests, homes, anxieties and affairs. She
had felt very friendly to them all and had liked to suppose that they
were happy and prosperous. That they lived on each other did not puzzle
her or pain her. It was so. She herself--and David--lived by the
rabbits. Many thousands of the busy brown people passed away through
the winter to make the prosperity of Ditsworthy. That was a part of the
order of things, and she accepted it with indifference. Death, indeed,
she mourned instinctively, but she did not hate it.
She loved the night and often, from childhood, crept forth alone into
darkness or moonlight.
There was no humour in Rhoda. She smiled if David laughed, but even his
weak sense of the laughter in life exceeded hers by much, and she often
failed after serious search to see reason for his amusement. Such
laughter-lovers as Bartley Crocker frankly puzzled her. Indeed, she
felt a contempt for them.
Life had its own pet problems, and most of these she shared with David;
but of late every enigma had sunk before a new and gigantic one. David
was in love with a girl and certainly hoped to marry her. Until now the
great and favourite mystery in Rhoda’s life was the meaning of the old
sundial at Sheepstor church. Above the porch may still be seen a
venerable stone cut to represent a human skull from whose eye-sockets
and bony jaws there spring fresh ears of wheat. Crossbones support the
head of Death, and beneath them stands a winged hour-glass with the
words ’Mors Janua Vitæ.’
This fragment had since her childhood been a fearful joy to Rhoda. It
was still an object of attraction; but now she had ceased to want an
explanation and would have refused to hear one: the mystery sufficed
her. David, too, had shared her emotions in the relic and had often
advanced theories to explain the eternal wonder of the wheat springing
from human bones.
And now all lesser things were fading before the great pending change,
and Rhoda went uneasy and not wholly happy, like an animal that feels
the approach of storm. Margaret Stanbury interested her profoundly and
there lurked no suspicion of jealousy in Rhoda’s attitude; but critical
she was, and terribly jealous for David. Young Bowden’s mother had been
much easier to satisfy than his sister. With careful and not
unsympathetic mind Rhoda summed up Madge; and the estimate, as was
inevitable, found David’s sweetheart wanting.
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